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I woke up extremely cold on my feet. Nothing around me looked the same, were we in a hotel of some sorts? I don't really wanna know how we got here... Wait where are they. I shot up in a panick and quickly looked around the room.
Everything was modern, white and black. The room would have been a place any kid would get excited to be in but for me, not so much. On my right there was a couch that was facing the tv. It was close to the window so it made the area look majestical if you open the blinds.
To my left there was a grayish closet that was right beside another door. From the looks of it, it might have been the bathroom door cause the white tile that'll peek underneath to door once in a while. I stopped looking around the room for a moment when a bright light flickered on next to the nightstand.
It was my phone. I got 5 miss calls from my old hag and 11 miss calls from the groupchat for school. The last thing I wanna see or hear is other people scolding me for just running out like that or getting worried about what I'll do to myself. After the accident I was never left alone by any of my friends and was always asked if I was alright.
Now they wanna care. I turn my phone all the way off, causing the flickering to stop for good. Only now did I realize that the door was left open just a crack for me to be able to see into the living room. I had to squint my eyes to get a better view but I still saw no form of life. I became very anxious after seeing nothing in the next room. Did they just pick me up and left me here? Are they planning on just calling my mom so she can pick me up and forget this all happened?
I let out a sneeze after my little panicky meltdown and start to feel the chill shiver along my back. I shouldn't have ran all that way in the cold, Especially in Pj's. I look underneath the covers at my clothes to see that they're much cleaner now than the last time I remember wearing them. They must have washed my clothes while I was asleep.
"You alright?" I flinch at the sound of her voice then look up to see that it was just auntie. "Eh- yes ma'am" I look down at my lap, still feeling ashamed to look her into the eye. I heard her footsteps get closer then felt a light weight being put on the bed. "I know why you came all that way for us" I felt goosebumps slip up along my arms and cheeks. I couldn't respond to her since I know she knows everything now.
"I can tell you still care for my son... I know what he's been doing to you and I wanted to apologize for him" her hand landed onto my left thigh.i stay silent. "What I'm trying to get at is...well- are you in love with my izuku" I look up at her in shock. Shock that she even suggested an idea. Shocked that she was right.
"Someone that would do as much to hurt you in a mental and physical way will always be hated by the person receiving the hurt... But you katsuki... You still came all this way for him.. If it's not love then.. What is it?" I never really thought deep into why I come back.
Why do I can back? It's not out of pity anymore. Nor is it out of guilt. Could deku really affect me this much? How could I hate him. "Yes ma'am I do" once I finished she got off the bed and walked out the room. Not a moment later deku walked in. His head was hung low and his hands were in his hoodie pocket.
He face was scrunched up in a pout but it doesn't mean he didn't wanna be in the room. I knew deep down that he wasn't gonna try to come near because he feels like it's a sin to but does what he want really matter at this point? I get up, confidence about my next move, and walk over to him.
My legs ached as I put all my weight on each, limping over to him. Not wanting him to back away. "What are you doing-" he backs up a bit, not knowing what to do once I get too close but I don't really care what he does.
I open my arms and pounce onto him. Gripping him with all the strength I had left and burying my head into his chest. This moron tried to leave me.
I won't let it happen again.
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I feel my heart race with the sudden embrace. He clung onto me like I was gonna disappear at any minute. I didn't know what to do but I think I already knew how to do it since I rubbed his back and hummed over his head.
I didn't wanna let go but just thinking of how this hug will end at any minute made me wanna hold him tight. But I resist it cause he's already a bit out of it. I don't wanna add even more pain on his plate. "Why do you always run.." He says before pulling away from my chest to stare up at me. His newly formed tears clouding up his eyes.
"You were better off without me and you know it" I know the words hurt but it's the truth. If I never came here he would have been on his path of becoming the number one hero. "We both did many messed up things to eachother so I think we can officially say we're even" I just know I did more than what he's calling even but I'll just go along with it for him.
I nod my head and smile. "Ya we're even"
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That's how me and deku reunited. Some say I should have never forgave him and let him live his life knowing that he was a monster and others said I shouldn't have came back to school when he was coming back. Either way it would have ended up with me and him meeting eventually since he became the number one hero right after three years of us graduating U.A.
Me being second behind on the ranks with icy hot on my tail wasn't a good looking spot for me but at least it was top three. Ever since then me and deku have been learning to get along together and even went on hangouts... Well I thought they were hangouts till he got on one knee to propose.
Of course I said yes because if I didn't you wouldn't have been here at all darling but still, totally flabbergasted when it happened cause since then we were going on dates and I didn't even know till our vows. Only if you were there to see it. If you're reading this darling then you and I both know that I'm no longer in this world. Whatever caused my death must have been something extremely good cause I never die so easily.
I want you to know that even if the person you hate most treats you just as bad as your father has, doesn't make them a complete monster. I hope you take my life story into consideration and forgive all your foes for doing all these terrible things... I lied fuck them literally but if you did love them then you should give them a chance at least once I guess.
"He never changes" I close the book and place it gently beside the tombstones that both had two already ate ring pops laying close by each other with their wedding rings intertwined. Now I know why they loved each other so much.
Only if they had enough time
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