Do you know what it's like to constantly walk alone in the rain? To feel envious of someone who is so in love with another, so envious you feel a giant hole in your chest and get the constant feeling that it is slowly grabbing away your soul. To be so insecure you take interest in cutting your own body constantly.
Loneliness is the worst pain in this world. It constantly eats away the person's heart, and can cause the person to hate, to feel enraged--the same rage and hate that can cause one person to kill another. It is like a wound of the heart.
The only thing that can make this great pain go away is love and compassion, another human heart to pull them out of this hell. Which is exactly what he did.
He gave me the power to believe, the power to let people in, not so easily, but to have faith and confidence. And most importantly, he learnt me how to love again.
Sexual desire, a profoundly tender passionate affection, adoration. I felt it all because of him. And all I can do is forever call him my sweet heart.
Forever call him, mine.
- Olivia, 18, London.
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This City - A George Shelley Fanfic
Teen Fiction{book 2} I was bullied, knocked down to the ground. So depressed in my own self obsession that I cut my own body, I thought death was the only answer. But he changed me. Sexual desire, a profoundly tender passionate affection, adoration. I felt i...