Bad Decisions || 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐃

introduction

Crystal

I watched Khadeen and Devale closely as their lips connected for what felt like the millionth time. Something about them kissing really bothers me. It's not jealousy, but it's something very close; And this isn't anything new, this has been going on for a few months.

Sometimes when Khadeen and Devale kiss, I can feel my stomach turning. They're married and I shouldn't feel a type of way, but I do. Not because Khadeen is kissing Devale and he's my best friend. But because DeVale is kissing Khadeen and she's one of the most beautiful women I've ever laid my eyes on. I promise myself everyday that if I ever get the chance to kiss her the way I think about kissing her, when I'm alone at night, I'd never stop kissing her.

"Hey."  I hear someone softly whisper behind me.

I turn my head to see Khadeen holding two glasses of wine in her hand.

"Tell me if you like this." She said handing me some type of of white wine.

"Okay." Was all I said before I took the glass to my lips.

The wine a had sweetness to it that I enjoy in most wines that I drink. It was so good, instead of taking just a slight sip, I found myself almost finishing the glass.

"You like it?" Khadeen asked smiling.

I nod slowly, "Yes I do." I tell her. "What is it?" I ask her.

"Sauternes." She told me. "Devale what movie do you wanna watch?" She asked.

"I don't know just turning something on." My best friend responded.

That's his response to Khadeen's question every time we hang out. He can never pick a movie but when we pick something he doesn't like he complains. It's gets annoying, but it's more annoying to him because after Khadeen turns the movie on, both her and I fall asleep. We can only last thirty minutes into a movie before we start feeling drowsy.

Coming over here has became apart of my weekend routine. If I'm not hanging out with my other friends, I'm here with Khadeen and Devale a few times out the month. Either I fly out to New York or they fly out to Atlanta. Most of the times they come to me.

"What do you wanna watch girl?" Khadeen asked me.

I shrug, "I don't know.. Anything I guess." I say holding onto my wine glass.

"You two are so irritating." She said referring to Devale and I.

"What?" I ask.

"Nothing." She said. "Have you seen this?" She asked stopping on Bridgerton.

"I started it, I didn't finish it." I tell her.

"Okay let's watch this." Khadeen said.

"Watch what?" Devale asked loudly from the kitchen.

"Bridgerton!" Khadeen said.

"Oh my god." He groaned.

"Shut up!" I said turning around. "Come pick a movie then." I tell him.

"Right." Khadeen said. "And bring us a blanket." She said to Devale.

He sighed deeply before turning around and leaving to get us something to cover up with.

Khadeen started Bridgerton and when Devale came back with the blanket he noticed that he was able to lay on a couch by himself. Khadeen never let's us put our feet on her couch, so he has to wait until she's not really paying attention.