I Won't Give Up On Us (Editing)

Chapter 18

Emma woke up the next morning feeling happy. Last night was perfect. It was almost like they were together again. He probably didn't want to be with her again. After what she did. She can't believe she did it. She was stupid for letting him go. For yelling at him. After all he did know Gabriella longer than her. Even if she may be the daughter of satan. She had to respect the fact that Gabriella was his first love. Long before he met her. Anyway she was still happy. She jumped in the shower. Then put on her work clothes. Work actually went by pretty fast. After work she got a call from Brad. He asked her if she wanted to go to dinner and she said yes.

She went home and took a shower. She put on another one of her new dresses this one we black with rainbow sparkles and put on some wedges. Then she decided to leave her hair down and straighten it. Then put on a little bit of make up. Then she drove to met Brad at the steakhouse.

He was so nervous when he called her. What if she said no. What if she changed her mind what if she didn't like last night and just went to be nice. He called trying not to sound nervous and she said yes. He was so happy. He put on his white shirt and black blazer. He got in his car to go to the steakhouse where he was going to meet her. He pulled up and he saw her. She looked stunning. She had the most beautiful dress on. He went over to her and told her, "You look beautiful." She smiled and said, " Thanks. Not looking to bad yourself. He just smiled.

He called her beautiful. She was shocked. She thought he wouldn't say that. The steak house was really nice it had little dance floor and there was a band. So after they were eating their appetizers. The band started playing she will be loved by maroon5. There were tears in her eyes. She loved this song. He asked her to dance and she said yes. Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles and wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow I want more

I don't mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along, yeah
My heart is full and my door's always open
You come anytime you want, yeah.

I don't mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

I know where you hide alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Yeah

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain, oh.
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

[in the background:]
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

Yeah, yeah.

[softly:]
I don't mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

She was crying really hard now. He held on tight to her. She just cried into his shoulder while he kept his grip tight on her and whispered in her ear it's ok it's ok. She was so mad for crying she hated crying especially in public places. That song brought back so many memories. She wasn't ready to think about them but they came back. Finally she got herself back together and they went back to the table and their food was there.

He knew she was going to be upset as soon as that song came on. She loved it but it brought back to many memories to think about. I wanted to be the one who made her felt loved and I guess I was for a while till broke her heart. That's probably why she was crying anymore. I can't believe I did that to her. I just held her. I just kept telling her it's ok. I couldn't take it she's even pretty when she cries.

They ate dinner. Then they left and they both drove to her place. He walked her to the door and said Emma I need to tell you something. She said,"What is it?" He said," I know you probably think I'm jerk. I was wrong for what I did. You had every right to be mad at me. I should have tried harder to keep you. What I'm trying to say is I still love you. I never stopped. So I understand if you don't want to but will you be my girlfriend again. She said, " I love you to. But I'm not sure if I can be your girlfriend again. I'm just afraid of being hurt again. I'm so sorry." He said, "Its ok. I understand."

She was a jerk. She did love him but she had to be strong. She just couldn't keep running back to him. She missed him but it was better this way. Before she got attached again and got let down. She started crying again. She had to get though it. She had to find who she used to be before she got caught up again.

He hurt her to much. He left her. It seemed like she didn't even want to be near him anymore. I should have kept the whole friends thing going. He didn't he couldn't wait now everything. He thought I didn't mean to hurt my little girl. He wish he could go back in time and change everything and make it all ok. That he didn't break her.