I Won't Give Up On Us (Editing)

Chapter 21

He called her but she didn't pick up. I thought she wanted to be friends. Friends talk. Why didn't see answer the phone? He was going to text her. He said"I called. Everything ok?" He sat there for a hour waiting for a response. He never got one. Like that she was gone. She disappeared she had that tendency. It usually ment she had something to hide and didn't want to say it. He wondered if that what it was this time or if she was just plain out ignoring him.

He texted me. I didn't respond. I couldn't let him see. How much I need him. How much I think about him. I left his message unanswered. I never called him back. I was being a jerk. I know I shouldn't have. It was just idk. Like I wanted so badly to tell him I was sorry and that yes I would be his girlfriend. The other half said no he broke your heart and you. You can't go back. You need to get through this. You can get though this. Just keep it together. The thing is she couldn't. Everyday she was breaking more and more. It seemed like she couldn't help it. She put on her dad song playlist and Breathe by Taylor Swift came on.

I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.
People are people, and sometimes we change our minds.
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time.

Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie,
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see.
Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down,
Now I don't know what to be without you around.

And we know it's never simple, never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,

And I can't breathe without you
But I have to.
Breathe without you
But I have to.

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
People are people, and sometimes it doesn't work out,
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

And we know it's never simple, never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,

And I can't breathe without you
But I have to.
Breathe without you
But I have to.

It's two A.M.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me.
It's two A.M.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me.

And we know it's never simple, never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.

Ohhh

And I can't breathe without you
But I have to.
Breathe without you
But I have to.
Breathe without you
But I have to.

I'm sorry (oh)
I'm sorry (mmm)
I'm sorry (eh eh)
I'm sorry (mmm)
I'm sorry (eh eh)
I'm sorry (mmm)
I'm sorry

She was sorry. She just wasn't ready to tell him that yet. She wasn't ready to admit anything to him yet. That would be like losing the fight and she doesn't like to loose. Even if it kills her. Which it might in the end. Everyday she got s call or a text from him. She never answered. She distanced herself. Kept herself locked away. She wasn't going to let him again. She wasn't ready. She always got her heart broken. Everyone she loves leaves her and she gets attached and then when she leaves she doesn't know what to do.

He kept calling and texting her. There never was an answer. She was just ignoring him. He wish she would let him in again. Eventually she was going to make herself crazy. She just can't keep hiding herself away when it feels like it. I want to help her and make it ok. I can't if she won't let me talk to her. I just don't know what to do.