Cheryl's Pov
Did toni mean all those things she said her words played themselves over in my head.
Did I really make toni hate loving,the thought alone made my insides hurt how could I have been so stupid.
I had to fix this or atleast try"Sweetpea!"I stopped him"Cheryl?"he said coldly
I deserves it"Sweetpea i need your help i wanna make things right with toni."He looked at me as if I was mad
"Cheryl there is no making things right with toni just go you did enough damage you ruined my wedding for God's sake." The serpent walked off
My heart sank maybe he was right
I was just about to leave toni's house when someone called out to me"Cheryl wait!"I stopped turning my head it was fangs"Cheryl I overheard you and sweets talking and am willing to help you. "
"What?your gonna help me you of all people?"I was shocked fangs never liked me
"Yeah you have done some messed up stuff to toni but I know she still loves you and that's my jod to make sure toni is happy even if it means helping you I'll do it."He really cared about Tt
"Am sorry fangs for all those nasty things I said about you in High school."I apologized
The dark haired boy smiled"I apologize as well I did some things am not proud of."
The Next Day
"Fangs where the hell are we going dude?"T asked for the hundredth time
I rolled my eyes"Sweetwater river t."
"Why do I need to be blindfolded to go to Sweetwater river?" She snarled
"I know you use to come here alot in high school and I have someone who wants to see you."
"Someon- HELL NO,NO FUCKING WAY WHAT'S SHE DOING HERE MAN!?" She screamed still blindfolded
She asked firmly "Fangs why is cheryl here?"how the hell did she know" How did you know? "
"Maybe you should have told her to go easy on the cherry perfume."Toni said with a scoff
Fangs rolled his eyes at toni's comment while taking off the blindfold then left
"Antoinette am sorry."Cheryl apologized
Toni walked away from her she could feel the tears coming"You knew and you still hurt me for veronica."Toni said in a low voice
She loved cheryl and the girl knew it yet she didn't stay she chose roonie.
"Toni i know i messed up but i swear i didn't mean it i love you."
Toni was fighting her tears back"Cher you didn't love me,when you love someone you don't leave them if you don't have to,when your in love with someone cheryl you don't just leave them with a reason you never loved me you loved the thought of me been like veronica am not roonie cher I was your rebound okay. "She couldn't hold her tears anymore
Cheryl tried holding her hand but she pushed her off"You told me you loved me and i really loved you but you chose to give veronica like the 15th try after she cheated on you so many time I would never hurt you like that because I love you."Toni confessed.
"Ton-"Toni cut her off"No just stop you didn't realize shit until it was too late for years i've been here for you i gave when i didn't even have it because i rather you have it then i and that's love i left riverdale so you could be happy with veronica after you chose her and not one day went by that i didn't think about you."Toni cried
Both women were in tears"You hurt me running after someone that never ever loved you the way you loved her i love you so fucking much i watched you date her over and over again her hurting you every time but i never once tried to make you break things off with her cause you said you were happy and that's all i want for you to be happy,everyone told you to just let her go but you were so stuck on the thought you had a future with veronica look she's off with heather the girl she cheated on you with."Toni shook her head
She wanted to say all this for years but never had the chance to say it.
"You gave up the only person that actually cared about you ME, antoinette no one else have you not realized to this day am the only one that ever really loved you and now your coming back am sorry i can't give you another chance cher."cheryl's heart broke as she broke down into toni's arms
Toni had to admit she still loved cheryl so much and she wanted her back she always wanted to but she wasn't sure.
Cheryl choosing to still be with veronica after all the cheating and pain that showed that not all love is two sided and somethings the one we're looking for is right next to us the person we friendzone and not everytime your with someone its love it's just attraction and attachment the thought that you will never find anyone better even when that person hurts you and uses you because they know you won't leave,prove them wrong and leave make you happier.
Cheryl realized she was never actually in love with veronica,ronnie was just the first person to ever make her really happy so she thought she was the one.Toni on the other hand was always there giving and giving just waiting for cher to love her back when in reality all cheryl wanted was to continue giving ronnie a chance until she loved her back but it never happened.
Now both women stood in the dark night holding on to eachother not one of them wanting to move,what was next no one knows.
One thing is for sure not everything you feel for someone your with is love,not everyone is gonna love you back the way you love them,they are just not the one if they hurt you continuously.
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