He was mine before she claimed him. I was his love before she made him love her. I was his everything before and now i am nothing. He looks at her with so much love in his eyes but now he doesn't even look at me.
" yn lets breakup. I love her now. "
" What you can't do this to me jungkook. I love you. " " But i don't yn. She is so much better than you. Just look at yourself in the mirror than look at her. She has so much better body than yours. She is smart popular not a nerd like you. I feel ashamed even to stand close to you let alone introduce you as my girlfriend. "
He said before going away from there.
She fell on her knees before bursting into tears. She gave him her everything. She knew that she wasn't perfect for him but she didn't knew she didn't even deserved him. What can she do after all loving him was a losing game.
I loved you but now i hate you to the point that i feel disgusted to even see you. I wanted you but now i don't even wanna know about your existence. i cared for you at one time but now i don't even care if you are alive or dead.
** After four years **
" Miss yn everyone is at the meeting room. They are waiting for you. " Her secretary said bowing to her politely. " Ok Mr.min lets go. I am also ready. "
she said fixing her skirt.
Her eyes widened seeing him there as well as his also. They both were shocked to see each other again after four freaking years.
He noticed she has changed. She has changed for sure. There is no more any big round glasses on her eyes. Now there is dark eyeshadow. Not some chapsticks now there dark lipstick like professional business woman that she was.
Her baggy clothes changed into some branded ones. She doesn't wear sneakers like before it has been replaced by high heels instead.
Moreover she is gorgeous now jungkook couldn't deny that. But what he did he regretted it for sure after yn left him all alone. He realized how much important she was in his life. His life was boring without her.
No more silly fights, no giggling sounds were heard in his house after she left. He realized he was incomplete without her. He needed her to complete his life to complete him.
" I accept this deal Mr. Jeon. We shall start this project from tomorrow. " She said shaking his hands while he was just looking at her. Finally founding her after years of trying.
He only knows how many nights he cried to sleep remembering her. He missed her he missed her warmth her cuddles her kisses. Everything about her he missed it.
** After two months **
" I am already married jungkook. We can't be together again. And even if i was single then also my answer will be no. Bold of you to assume that i would forgive you and go in a relationship with you again. Huh such a fool you are. "
" y- you are married but to whom?? " he said trying to hold back the tears in his eyes.
" I am married to someone who you will never be. Someone to made me realized my worth not like you. You made me hate myself jungkook. I hated my body my everything because of you. But he made me love myself. " she said before going away leaving him in great regret.
this he put his head down in shame in guilt. He knew what he did was wrong so wrong. Only if he didn't cheat on her four years ago they would have been a happy couple now. He could have been in the place of her husband.
** Time skip **
he saw them. He saw them laughing together holding each others hand. He saw her looking at him with her loving eyes the way she used to look at him only.
He felt a pang in his heart seeing them kiss each other with so much passion. He sadly smiled looking down before saying " that should have been me"
that should be me holding your hands
that should be me making you laugh
that should be me, this is so sad
that should be me feeling your kiss
that should be me buying you gifts
this is so wrong, i can't go on
till you believe that that should be me.....
He thought before turning his head going away from there.
" Aaaaannd cut " the director said making everyone start clapping by our acting. Jungkook came running to me and said " baby you did great. " " Aww thank you baby. You were also really amazing. " He giggled at my words.
** Skip time at night **
i was putting my night cream on when jungkook hugged me from behind making me smile. Then suddenly i remember a thing and asked him about it.
" Jungkook what would you do if i actually wasn't this pretty?? would you have left me like the actor in the script?? " he turned me around before saying
" no matter how you are or how you look i would still love you like the way i do. I love your soul yn and your beauty is just a plus point to it. " he said placing a peck on her forehead making her smile ear to ear.
