" So i am nothing to you more than a bet huh?? " i asked with tears in my eyes. He just shooked his head aggressively with fear in his eyes. " no- no yn listen to me first please. Please let me explain."
I looked away from his disbelief. After all this this guy still had the nerve to explain.
Explain how he used me for a stupid bet. How his friends made fun of me behind my back. He must also have laughed at me with them. Now here he is acting like he is Innocent. " Do you think there is anything left to be explained taehyung. " I said while he kept quite looking at me with his doe eyes. His eyes was the first thing at i fell in love with.
I used to get lost in his eyes. And now that eyes were begging me for forgiveness that i can't give.
" P- please yn please. " He cried trying to hold my hand only to get them yanked by me. I had enough of this. Enough of his games. I looked behind him and saw his friends were also there looking at us with concern. But their concern now is like mocking to me.
" You must be happy n- now that you w- won your bet right. How much money did you put on me taehyung?? tell me. " I said. Hurting was visible in my voice.
It would hurt right knowing the person you love with all your might was with you for just some money. " It- it was all before yn. Trust me. " he said while a few tears left from his eyes.
" Trust you huh?? where has that ever gotten me?? " i yelled making some people around us startled. They looked at us like they were watching some drama. But it is a drama. A real drama of my life.
" Yn it was all before. " " Before what taehyung?? " " before i fell in love with you. " He said and i let out a chuckle of disbelief.
" Love huh!! Do you even know the meaning of this word? if you knew than you wouldn't have done this kim taehyung. And get this thing in your mind don't ever try to contact me ever again. We are over. " I said turning around going away from there. He tried to stop me by holding my hand. But i just pushed him away and ran away from there.
Running away!! yes that's what i always do. Run away from problems without facing them. That's what i have been doing from my childhood. Maybe it's my habit now. I don't know where i am going. I don't care if people looking at me like i am crazy. Right now i just want to go away from here. After a moment i came to a park. There is a little girl crying to her mother for getting ice cream.
I also used to do that to my mother when she was here. I sat on nearby bench there feeling cold wind on my face. Wearing a skirt in winter isn't really a good idea. I did because i was going on a date with taehyung before all this. A heavy sigh left my mouth thinking about him. He was all i had and now he is also gone like others.
** After two months **
" Just go talk to her tae. You can't be like this. " Jimin said trying to convince taehyung to talk to yn.
" I can't hyung. She hates me now."
He said at her reading a book in a library. That's what he has been doing since the last two months. Watching her from afar. Smiling seeing her smile. The fast few weeks he tried hard to talk to her. Or to let her explain things or to make things better.
But he couldn't. Everytime he would get close to her she would walk away from there not even sparing him a glance. It hurted him seeing her like this. But he was behind it remembering this he would try again. Now he just watch her from far. Not going closer to her. He knew if he goes then she would walk away again.
His friends apologized to to her and him also. They are also regretting giving him this kind of bet. " it was our fault. If we hadn't been this stupid then this wouldn't have happened. " Jungkook said sighing seeing his dear friend like this. Although he was also in guilt as he is also behind his condition now.
** At night **
" Gosh how will i complete all this assignments within one week. " I said being frustrated as the due date was coming closer but i couldn't make much progress.
" Lets just start from tomorrow. Yes lets be serious from tomorrow. I wanna sleep now. "
