This chapter contains some dejected/depressed content. Please avoid it if you can't take it.💞🥺
After crying in agony, taehyung punched the nearest wall causing to crack a hole.
His inner thought were not making him to survive peacefully for a second.
The gruff devil in his mind speaking all the humiliation words to make taehyung surrender to himself.
Inner demon - You filthy human, just take your life , you have to be in the position to dominate, not to obey that bi*ch orders, don't forget how he was a year ago. Dont you crying like fucking infant, go and beat the shit out of him or else just die if you can't control him.
Inner angel - Taehyung, please don't take his words. You are changing good. Jungkook will soon forgive and believes you. If you do anything in heat ,you will regret for forever. Just don't lose hope and do what you are doing now. Be good to him. Don't give up.
Taehyung shook his head as he don't want to hear his thoughts anymore. They are making his condition even more bad.
Now Im thinking that the demon words have more accuracy than that angel. At that time, Jungkook did obeyed and was in my control. But now he is giving orders to me and threatening to leave me . It's not good I need to put him in place, uttering this taehyung wore the dress and went downstairs to tackle him.
In the midst of the stairs,he realised what he is going to do, he retrieve his decision and ran back to the washroom hurriedly to stop himself from doing anything. He regrets doing his past action and he don't want to do anything that makes him regret for life.
He slapped his head few more times for thinking like that. He hold the sink tightly to control himself from moving.
The voice in his head kept muttering him to beat jungkook. He hold his head and screamed louder just hoping for the disappearance of that voice. But it didn't, rather it keeps echoing in his head.
Taehyung's grip got loosen and cause him to fall onto the floor . Not bearing the pain on his head, he rubbed his head harshly to lessen the pain.
God, please have a mercy on me!! I can't really face this world anymore", taehyung kept muttering his praying while crying in pain.
His hand thrashed around the nearest cupboard looking for something, Then he got what he want .
Without thinking much, he put the razor near to his neck but gave a second thought then moved it to his wrist , then scratch that thing on his wrist harshly.
Last thing he uttered before fainting was, I don't want to hurt you jungkook, please love me.
Sooner the blood oozing out of his hand heavily. The inner voice was no more heard, with a sigh he fainted on the floor of washroom.
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On the other hand, jungkook watching some cooking program in the television. But the frown made on his face,when he heard Loud scream of familiar voice.
He went towards that sound and knocked the door of the bathroom. But got no reply from the other side. Jungkook called him by his name again and again .
Jungkook went away from the place thinking taehyung deliberately ignoring him because of what happened in the dining room.
After some mins also there is no trace of taehyung, so again he stood and headed towards the wash room. he called his husband and knock the door but got nothing as a response . He panicked and decided to call for help thinking something has happened to his husband.
Tae is not the type of pranking like this. Jungkook's heart began to beat faster. He was shuddering in place yet he is trying to break the door.
Finally the door opened ,he gasped in shock . Looking at the scene made him to puke but he ran towards his husband just to pick his husband head to put on his lap. He again called 911 reporting for medical help .
Jungkook cried and grief took over him . Like always, He starts to blame himself for his husband state . Taehyung is not the one who giving up his life for absurd reasons. Definitely his husband dealing with some trouble for long time. He can't detect it earlier. Now he regrets for not helping him beforehand.
Jungkook followed the medics but they stopped jungkook to go with them. Seeing his belly, it's not safe to drive in ambulance. So jungkook called jimin for help. Jimin and his husband immediately came after hearing the happenings.
Jungkook hugged his friend and cries hysterically. Jimin was confused and asked too many questions. But jungkook was not in the state for interrogation, he just focused himself in crying. So jimin let him be for now.
Subsequently the trio reached the hospital,taehyung was in emergency and the doctors are trying to stop the bleeding. The trio waited outside the E.R and waiting for the doctors to come out.
After some house, the doctor came and asked to meet the attender. Jungkook wiped his cheeks and eyes and the trio followed to doctor's cabin.
After settling themselves on the seat, the doctor begin to speak.
As we found that your husband is not only affected physically but also something troubling in his both heart and mind. He need medicine but he needs more love and especially peace. He should get special attention . I'll prescribe my psychiatrist friend. Do Take him . He needs that, if you have any questions let me know, doctor wrapped up the bundle after explaining them about Taehyung condition.
The same place , same bed, same person but a different room. taehyung was sleeping on the patient bed in unconscious state , there jungkook sitting on the couch, looking at his husband with the face hinting worrisome.
He really hoping for taehyung to wake up soon. This time something is stirring on his heart. He don't know what to do. He is in complete dilemma to take any decision. He slept that night by holding taehyung uninjured hands.
Next day taehyung is the one who woke up first . He caresses jungkook's hair softly and moving the hairs back to his ear whilst not attempting to wake him up.
Jungkook woke up with a yawn and rubbing his eyes for a clear vision. Soon he saw taehyung was looking at him with a smile. He hugged taehyung and cries feeling a familiar warmth.
Jungkook thought he will not feel this warmth anymore after seeing his husband unconscious bloody state in the washroom. He spoke his fear at the same time cries didn't died down.
Taehyung rubbed his back to pacify his cries . Jungkook kept his cries in control. Then he saw taehyung who was looking at him with an unreadable emotion. Jungkook can't grasp taehyung's emotion. He can't detect any regrets or worries in his eyes but rather it showing blank.
If anyone has seen taehyung now, they can't say that's the same person who attempt for a suicide. Taehyung was behaving abnormally good.
Jungkook didn't ask anything about the wrist cut. Because as he think tae dont want to speak anything about it and behaves like nothing has happened. So he is going with that flow.
Suddenly, taehyung tried to speak something in his groggy voice.
Jungkook? I want to say something, finally his calling was heard. Jungkook just nodded his head .
I let you leave. You can have your freedom , from me! - taehyung informed with a smile .
on the other side jungkook hold loosen and his eyes widen at the shock. He can't believe the words coming from taehyung's mouth. Is that really his husband taehyung?
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