Chapter 29

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Hesitation...

Hesitate....

Hesitates....

That's the only thing taehyung experienced when he entered into their home after 2 years later.

Jungkook did  sense his husband nervousness  and  held his hand for an assurance .

"It's  okay tae, you can do this? Mmhhh okay?", Jungkook asked anyway to know about his intent.

"Yes I guess so, let's do it," saying so taehyung approached the bedroom before jungkook.

Jungkook ran to him to match his husband level . And turned the door knob to open the door of the bedroom.


There Jeongsan sat on the carpet detecting something on his sister toy . He turned his head when his mom called him.


"Hi mama!!" Jeongsan took a hurried steps to approach his mom.  After greeting and kisses, Jungkook kneeled to his child level and asked while pointing his finger at taehyung.

"Do you remember him?" Jungkook asked not knowing how to introduce his son about his own appa


Jeongsan squinted his eyes while trying to  remember him.


"I feel like I saw him  somewhere but didn't know where it was?" Jeongsan murmered but it got heard by two in the room.


Jungkook smiled seeing his baby cuteness but taehyung fisted his hand to supress his sob.



The guilt within him was eating him slowly. His confident was slowly  drawing out of him. He know it's a effect of  karma. But he can't do anything against it rather he feel bad for himself.



Taehyung heaved a breath out and went infront of his child to kneel down. Jungkook took a step back to give some space for them.  The child was looking at him eagerly  with his two doe eyes.

Jungkook thought taehyung is going to his child to introduce himself but the scene infront of him made him awestruck and to be speechless.


Kneeling before his child, taehyung raised his hand to cup his son cheeks but soon withdrew his hand for some reasons

The child has mixed features of him and jungkook. He is more like jungkook. The past was playing on his mind like how he ignored , hated, abused his own child who  is standing infront of him now.


Taehyung eyes watered due to remembrance  of such thoughts and started to sob loudly when he can't able to bear it . He cling onto his son legs while continuously uttering sorry.



Jeongsan got scared seeing the unknown stranger behaviour. Jeongsan thrashed around his hold, just to be out from his grasp . Soon jungkook came to the then to help.


"Taehyung? What gotten into you? See Sannie is scared. Don't cry, please".


Seeing his husband in Vulnerable state, jungkook teared up while pacify him to not to cry.


Hearing all the commotion, the elder Kim couple came inside to check and saw his short- lost child of them.


Seokjin gave his granddaughter to his husband and went to his son with a scream . Seokjin hugged his son at the instant he saw him.  His cries mingled with tae resonated in whole house.

Jungkook tried his best to calm his husband and seokjin.  Namjoon so want to console  his wife but  he has duty to take care of his grandchildren first.
So he dragged his frightened grandson while carrying sita on his arm.

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Jungkook left the room to fetch water for mom-son duo who has been crying for hours.

"Tae, Why are you doing this yourself? You don't have to tolerate the pain , this is not the right way to prove yourself." Seokjin raised his son chin to look at his eyes. But taehyung immediately ducked his head down .


"It's needed mom. I hate myself and I just wanted to be loved and  I don't want Jungkook to leave me, that's why I took this decision. Tell me  Is it wrong ?" Still taehyung eyes not met his mom's when he speak this sentence.

"Yeah right, but you don't have to suffer like this, what about jungkook?.  Do you how he lived his life when you are not there?. Do you want to extend your and his sufferings . What is he going to do when you are not here anymore.  Tbh you are looking awfully bad, you are not my handsome son anymore".  Seokjin want to lighten up the environment attempt to make a joke . He got suceed with tae's laughing.

"Did I disturb you both?" Jungkook asked while he came up with  a water jug.

"I  think so" . Seokjin replied with a sassy tone. Taehyung just gave a smile to him.


"Waaah, After seeing your son, you forget me . you meanie!!" Jungkook humphed with both  hand on his waist.




Taehyung giggled for the first time in a year. Jungkook face bloomed seeing his husband smile. While taehyung staring at him in awe.


"Okay ? What about the child? Do you want me to take them for today". Seokjin want the couple to  spend some time alone, think to give some space for them.

Before jungkook could speak, taehyung deny his offer telling he don't want to  part away from his child anymore


Seokjin take his leave and nodded his head understanding his son worries.


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After having dinner earlier. The couple is settled in bed room. Taehyung was sitting on the bed room sofa staring the walls void, not wanting to go near his child .

As jungkook was explaining to jeongsan about his father. For the second time seeing the strange man in their bedroom, Jeongsan scared and get away from him.

Taehyung felt unhappy  seeing his child behaviour towards him. So jungkook came to the rescue to make his child understand.

"San? You said that man face looks familiar right?" Jungkook questioned his son getting a nod as a reply from his son.



Jungkook seriously don't know how to introduce his own father to him. He  constantly trying to let out that word but failed miserably .


"He is the man on that photo that I kept in the locket. You accidentally saw that photo and asked about him . That time I'm not in the state to tell about him. Sorry! ". Jungkook did have his child a hint.

"But you shaid that man is my appa. Which means?" Jeongsan frowned thinking something in his mind.


Jungkook looked at his son expectantly for the answer and saw Jeongsan was approaching his father.

"Are you my appa?"  Jeongsan  asked  atlast  while earning a helpless look from taehyung.

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Hi buns. My university works  are completed. Just exams are pending. So in the meantime I'll update accordingly. Thanks for the wait. I hope I won't disappointed you guys....


And I really need your help in something .. Is there any reader here from new delhi? I want some information about something regarding tour. Just please help me buns!!!

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