My Everything |Ariana grande+Big Sean

My Everything

I cried enough tears to see my own reflection in them
And then it was clear
I can't deny, I really miss him

To think that I was wrong
I guess you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
Pain is just a consequence of love
I'm sayin' sorry for the sake of us

He wasn't my everything 'til we were nothing
And it's taking me a lot to say
But now that he's gone, my heart is missing something
So it's time I push my pride away
'Cause you are
You are
You are my everything
You are
You are
You are my everything
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
Me and my mom including other members of Seans family went to his funeral. "The song you sang was wonderful" my mom said as tears came from her face. We got in the car and I didn't talk the whole way. I just stared at my phone hoping that I will get a call from Avery. I couldn't bare talk to my mom about any of this again. "So, how was-. . ." My phone cut her off. Saved by the Bell. It was Avery.

Hey Ave

Hey how was it

Dont wanna talk about it....

OK well you have to come back to school, you can't shut yourself out from everyone.

OK I'll see you tomorrow, bye...
☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
I got in the house and went to change out of my dress and got some pajama pants on with a crop top. I lay down on my bed just thinking about how Sean would have loved to meet my mom. I would have went to a good college, and future wise, I would have married Sean. But now I cant. I just need tomarrow to come to I can get it over with.
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

I woke up next morning. It was raining so I wore some black boots with black skinny jeans and a regular white t shirt. I put my hair in a bun and had no makeup. Not even lip gloss. I grabbed my phone and bag and decided to walk to school today.
Everywhere I looked outside turned into sean. Why is my mom even having me go to school. It's to soon.

I go to my locker. I see the whole football team, basketball team, cheerleaders, geeks, even wallflowers were staring. Did I look that bad?. "So you made it?" Avery was jumping up and down. I nodded with tears forming in my eyes. "Hey its ok" she was now wiping my face.
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
"Excuse me Miss Grande, wake up" my math teacher was shouting. "Mhmm" I looked up and everybody was staring. "I'm awake sorry" I blushed of embarrassment. "Can I go to the bathroom?"I asked. Mrs.Tomlinson nodded.

I turned the corner to actually go to the ladies room and something hit me in my face.
"I'm so sorry. Are you okay" I heard a very familiar voice. I looked up. It was Sean!
"Oh my god sean I thought you were dead, what happened??" I asked. He looked confused. "Sorry I don't know you..".
So I was dreaming.....the whole week that my mom was gone and I went to a party..and his FUCKING FUNERAL, was all a dream. Tears were now running down my face. "Hey, but we can get to know each other. Let's go to Starbucks after school" he gave me his number. I nodded. I missed him in my dreams and now I get to have him in real life.
He was My Everything.

THE END

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
I know it sucks. I hate the book honestly. Please vote. I will definitely make a bother book but a totally different style. So if you didn't like this then i suggest that book.

Ily♡♡♡