From my young age I always felt I was different to other girls. I always struggled to fit in and struggled to be grouped with girls or boys. I was told i was to "ruff" with girls however boys didn't want to hang with the werid girl .
I would copy what other girls did so I could fit in better. I never really had my own personality. My personality was more what I would see other girls doing and people from YouTube videos.
when I was actually using my own personality it would be things that other girls found weird, Such as me playing the drums.I was never really associated as a tomboy and ik a lot of people might find this weird because most ftm people experience this.However this could because I just copied what other girls did I never really had a chance to be a tomboy.
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Hiding From The Past - Talking About Being Trans Ftm
Non-FictionI find it hard to read about others experience online about being trans so i wrote about mine. I feel this would of helped me when i was working out my identity and still now to feel less alone. Every chapter is about different experiences being tr...