Jc POV :
As soon as Valerie's mom told me she wanted to talk alone I ran out like a stupid hitting my shoulder on the hedge and let me tell you it hurt like... a um buttcheek as they were talking I went downstairs to get me some ice to put on my shoulder.
I was walking upstairs when Valerie's mom came out and patted me on the shoulder telling me I better be happy. Ah she's such a great mom! I walked into Valerie's room quietly, looking at her expression was just telling me this was going to be bad..
"Jc I need to tell you something" she told me quietly not trusting her voice. Then and there I knew something bad was going to happen.
She started stuttering and it was making me anxious so I yelled at her "WOULD YOU SPIT IT OUT?!" she looked terrified at my tone so I softened. You see as I spent time with Valerie I figured out things about her like when she gets really nervous she says her words to fast and that's exactly what she was doing this exact moment.
"Ipretendedtolosemymemortbecauseididntwanttorememberyou" I took that in slowly as much as I learned about her 'pretending' to lose her memory. But I can see why I went with whatever her name was, but it was because I was jealous of Valerie being with cameron and not me.
She stared at me while I was in my thoughts and interrupted "Jc say something" at that moment I never thought I'd say these last few words to the girl I love. I thought about it before a second to see the pros and cons of what I was going to say so far It didn't even out too much.
"Goodluck Valerie goodbye" and I walked out I couldn't look at her face knowing id probably run back to her and scoop her in my arms telling her how much she means to me.
And at this very moment I knew that I was going to have to learn to live without her by my side and to move on. Once I said those 5 words I felt empty like my other half was gone, I was filled with nothing. Just empty.
