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⛓ ◞ 𝐀𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭 . ノ﹏ヽ ) ␥ ◟  //  민  𖥦 𝟏𝟒𝟎𝟓 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬 𓂅 TW ; Drug abuse, SH & ED𓂅

!!𝐀𝐍 - 𝐒𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠!!

ˋ°•*⁀➷ The butterfly stampered into the home, after dark. They held back tears as they fast walked to the nearby bathroom.  They reluctantly hung out with their ex and did things they swore they would stop doing. The guilt began to wash over Shrignold as they closed the bathroom door behind them, they leaned their back on the door as they slowly fell onto the ground.  Shrignold took a deep sigh and began to let out the pent up tears flow out their eyes, 'Why did I even go with him?! I knew he's still in his old bad habits, and I fell into it as well.' They thought as they continued to silently cry their palms. Shrignold felt so disgusted in themself, with what they had done that night, they could still feel the light high they were in from their old yet familiar drugs. Their head began to pound as they wiped the tears from their face, the butterfly took a shaky breath before they sat up  and looked into the mirror. They stared at themself feeling disgusted at what they saw, Shrignold reached their hand behind the mirror that also doubled as a cabinet. They grabbed a pair of mini scissors and pain killers and sat back down onto the ground. They rolled up their sleeve and held the blade to their wrist and took a quick swipe. The thick liquid began to flow out of the wound, they continued to do this until a small amount of their wrist was decorated in the fresh cuts. They placed down the balde to watch the blood flow down their arm, they pulled their sleeve over the wounds and grabbed the pill bottle filled with painkillers. Twisting off the cap, Shrignold took as many pills as they could before it became lethal. They look back at their arm where they had damaged themself, seeing that the blood had somewhat seeped through the fabric. Shrignold shrugged it off and cleaned the small mess they made.

     Shrignold laided in their bed drowned in their thoughts, thinking of the things they did with their ex. They turned to their side and huffed, they felt so guilty about spending time with their ex.. and relapsing with certain pills. Shrignold reached their hand to their face, feeling the dampened mascara on their cheeks. Shrignold crawled over to their dresser to turn off the lights, but before they did they had a small flashback from their past relationship. 

   𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐅𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤~

   Shrignold put their hand up to their face and placed it on their cheek, feeling numb to their touch. "Larry, hit me!" Shrignold yelled, "Larry im being serious I can't feel anything, Hit me!" The butterfly felt a harsh wack to the face as they laughed. "Again, Harder this time!" The lamp striked Shrignold again with more force, "I can't feel anything! This is awesome!" The butterfly said, taking another hit from the can. Larry told shrignol that they were able to get high off the chemicals in different type of house products like lysol, and other cleaning products that are in a gas form . Larry grabbed the can and took a long drag from it and said "I hear this 'wa' 'wa' 'wa' in my head!" He slurred out "That your brain cells popping Larrs!" Shrignold laughed out, the both of them were just in high friendsy Larry leaned into Shrignold and laughed out "Ok do me now!" and with that small request Shrignold slapped Larry with their backhand.

They laughed at the pain they were in "Ok, you have to hit me really hard! Punch me!" the butterfly squealed out, Larry made a quick fist and took a swing at Shrignold, knocking them into the dresser next to them. A faint 'ow' could be heard as they sat up with blood on their lips and teeth, Shrignold hit the corner of the wooden dresser and cut their lip open on their right side. Shrignold began to laugh hysterically at their injury. "Ok now hit me hard!" Larry laughed out,"Ok but I'm gonna punch you!" "I don't care, just do it!" and with that request, shrignold took a heavy swing to Larry.

Malcom's ring was coated with a light layer of blood, Shrignold looked at their ring and then to Larry who had a cut on his forehead from the ring. They both started to laugh more and more until their high laughter filled Shrignold bedroom.

𝐄𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐅𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤~

Shrignold closed their eyes after that thought filled their mind. The butterfly slightly opened their eye, feeling the now scar on their lip. They shook their head and shut off the lights. 'I should just get some sleep' they thought as they laid on their side slowly drifting off into a slumber.

   Warren woke up in the middle of the night on the couch, he had fallen asleep watching T.V once again. 'Ill just go sleep with Shriggy, they shouldn't mind! Right?' Warren thought as he made his way to the butterfly's room. Once he made it to the door he slowly opened it, trying not to wake the sleeping Shrignold. Shrignolds room was lightly lit with fairy lights around their room wich made it not so dark. Warren laid on Shrignold's bed, slightly cuddling them. He peered over Shrignold to give them a kiss on their cheek.. until he noticed something on Shrignolds clothing. He stared at the blood splotches on the butterflies sleeve where their wrist was. Warren looked at the blood in silent pity. He placed a small kiss on their before whispering, 'I love you Shrignold.' He held the wounded butterfly close before falling asleep again.

𝐈𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠.  

   Shrignold rolled onto their back scrunching their face as they stretched themself awake. They let a small groan as they sat up from their bed and to the morning sun. Shrignold got out of bed, they took a glance at the bloody sleeve and decided it would be a good idea to change into a different long sleeve. And so they did, changing into a simple pastel yellow cropped long sleeve with pastel pink lace on the neckline. Shrignold still felt like crap, they just wanted to rot in bed but they couldn't. Shrignold made their way to the kitchen, and greeted the other teachers with  a tired smile. "Morning shrig! Sammy made pancakes, it's on the stove." Steve spoke up with a smile. "I'm good Steve. I'm on a diet remember?" "Not eating for two days straight isn't a diet.". Shrignold let out a sigh and walked over to the fridge for a drink. Warren was sitting next to Steve at the dining table, "Steve can I tell you something real quick?" Warren whispered to Steve. Steve nodded at put his attention to Warren, "Don't tell them I told you this but.. I'm pretty sure Shrignold started to cut again. " Warren continued to say still whispering. Steve's smile faded as he looked over at the butterfly, sipping on iced water. Warren looked back at his plate and continued to eat and acted like he didn't say a thing. Steve sat up from the the table and charged towards Shrignold. Warren saw thing and just knew things were about to end bad, but he had too.. it hurts to his butterfly in this kind of pain but yet the only person he knows that can help them was Steve. Warren felt the guilt in the pit of his heart as he watch everything unfold. "Shrignold give me your arm!" Steve shouted out to the butterfly, his yelling caught all the teachers off guard. Shrignold felt tears began to weld in their eyes, They shouted out a 'no' in rebellion and hid their wounded arm behind them. The both of them began to yell at eachother, the other teachers watched everything unfold. Steve grabbed Shrignolds arm and held it with a firm grip. Shrignold let out pleadful sobs, begging Steve to not roll up their sleeve.. but yet he still did which made Shrignold wail out in tears as their wounds were revealed to everyone. Warren felt guilty about what he had caused but yet, it was for the best for them..

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A quick credit to @fruityassjerms because this was lightly inspired off them!