BLOOD AND LUST

THE LOVE POTION

After having a talk about what's happened between draco and daphne (and herbology with professor sprout) me and draco parted ways because he was meeting up with his friends in his room. I walk Into the great Hall as people left to go meet with hannah.

I push through to crowd until a certain blonde hufflepuff stood out. She comes towards me with a smile. "hey." I smile back. "hey you ready to finally have the rest of the day to ourselves" "omg I'm so ready, me and lily are going to the library before it shuts to gossip and study for potions tomorrow you coming" I shake my head no. "I'd love to but I'm so tired I think I'm gonna go straight to sleep."

She throws her head back. "ugh boring but whatever" she says dramatically and I laugh at her. "OK I got to go I love you" she says and she starts to walk away I blow her a kiss and she blows one back before turning around and walking faster.

I turn around walking the other direction and to the hufflepuff house. I walk through the common room where a few people were and to my bedroom I drop everything on the floor before stripping off fully putting on one of Dracos very long t-shirts and flopping on my bed and curling into the fetus position.

Annoyed I get back up turning the light of before going back into my fetus position and closing my eyes and in the matter of seconds I was fast asleep

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I was woken up with a violent shake
I groan before sitting up to see my certain blonde bestfriend hovering over my body. "omg hannah what do you want" I say annoyed. "get up and get breakfast with me I've noticed you haven't eaten since the first day of school and even then I doubt you ate much" I groan once again but much louder.

"hurry up and shower" she pulls the covers off me my body tensing from the cold air hitting my warm body. I get up basically running to the bathroom I lock the door strip naked and hop into the warm shower finally getting that warm sensation back.

I shower and also wash my hair before getting into my skirt blouse and jumper I swing my robe over my arm and add my school shoes I also dry my hair with a t shirt so I can have a wet look today. I meet hannah in the common room. We link arms as we walk to the great Hall and sit on the hufflepuff table.

There was stacks of pancakes and waffles scattered all over the place. I hesitate but grab a pancake and putting a piece on my fork I stare at it my hands starting to shake and my bottom lip starting to trembles. I close my eyes focusing on my breathing and imagining sitting next to draco his cold hand on my thigh with mine ontop of his. I bite the pancake my eyes still close as I chew it slowly.

I hate most foods all of them actually but I do have certain food I can't look at without having really bad panic attacks people may call it fear food but I just rather not talk about it.

Some including corn on a cob, pickles, hot dogs and the worst one of them all grapes.

I continue eating my pancakes and after eating a little under half I had to stop. I waited for hannah to finish before getting up and walking to first lesson, potions when me and hannah walked in there were already a few people there standing at the front of the class so me and hannah make our way to the back whilst other people filled in the gab between us and the people I'm the front.

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Good morning everyone." my least favourite professor says. "today were going to be looking at two  different potions today anyone know what they are named." professor slughorn says and Hermoines hand shoots straight up.