𝘔𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘥 (Discontinued)

6. Just another (TW: SA, SH)

I was just another kid that suffered in society.

But to him..
I was just another pretty doll he seen through a store window.

I was told I was special to him.

I looked at him as an uncle.
But he seemed to see me way different.

I wasn't like family to him.

I was just another doll to use for his desires..

I didn't mind his sweetness. Ever.
I could never deny it.

He's placed his hands on me.
Where I should have never been touched as a twelve year old girl.

He took advantage of me.
Kindness and all.

And for days I've been dragging sharp objects across my thin skin.

I've told my mother lies about it.
I've told my friends lies about it.
I've told my uncle lies about it.

I've told everyone who noticed, lies about it.

Tripped off on glass on school grounds.

A pathetic lie to tell.
Such a fool my younger self made of herself.

But it helped.
I'm glad they believed.
I was protecting him...

His life.

But I also protected them.

I tried.
At least.

I'm still dumb to believe he's allowed to live.
Turns out I wasn't the only one at all.

I do feel terrible for other little girls that have encountered him.

I wish for him to rot in the deepest parts of hell and to feel like no cares for him.
I hope he falls and breaks his legs.
I hope he's paralyzed after the fall.

I hope he cries himself to sleep, thinking of all the younger girls he touched.
I hope he never sees the sun again.

He's a disgrace to everyone who knows him.

But that's it...
I don't want them to know..

Only for them to continue to think that he's a saint?
To think he's did nothing wrong at all?
To think he still deserves life out of jail?
Or life at all?

I never know..

I will never know at all..
Will I?