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Tommy pov
I storm into my room and slam the door. 'You're fine' his words ring through my head. I tried reaching out for help. I simply said 'Can I get a therapist" and then he continued to tell me how I looked fine and didn't need one.
"He is always the first one to yell and complain when I 'don't reach out for help' yet here I am, reaching out, and he doesn't care. I fucking hate this."
I have so much trauma. So much shit I need to work through yet I don't get the help I need. I've tried explaining to him that quitting self harm is like quitting smoking (which he understands because he smokes) and I can't just quit by simply trying. I need medical or professional help, just like he needs his patches.
I'm so fucking pissed at this bitch so I decide to go into discord and call my brother-like figure. I hear the discord calling tone for a few minutes before the call declines. I slam my desk and start to type a message while my eyes are leaking with tears.
"Will pleese ansqer " (spelling mistakes are on purpose)
A few seconds later I get a call from Wilbur and I answer immediately.
"Big man needs to goooo- Tom? You ok?" Wilbur's voice is laced with concern once he sees my face full of tears and my eyes red and puffy.
I continue sobbing while trying to silence my ugly sobs. "Hey Tom! What's that new video idea you were on about?" Wil asks joyfully "w-well it was beating m-minecraft w-while b-blindfolded" "that sounds awesome!!" "Y-yeah" I giggle, temporarily forgetting about the past hour.
"So you want to talk about it" Wil asks after a few moments of a calm silence. I don't verbally say anything but instead nod my head.
For the next hour and a half I explain everything. Every little detail of my life spilled out in one call, every word said is one less weight I have to hold.
After I had finished i look at Wilbur to see his mouth slightly open and a look of horror and shock present on his face. "S-sorry I overshared." I say apologetically. "No Tom, I'm just... surprised"
We sit in the call silently for a few moments before Wilbur reaches down next to him and grabs something. I look closer at my screen to see his guitar.
After Wil tunes his guitar, he starts to play a tune and then starts to sing.
"You know it takes a lot to move me
So if you figure it out, tell me"
On the first few lyrics I start to get sleepy
"I could go away
I could pack my things and be gone before you wake"
I slowly start to drift to sleep with each sung word making me drift off more.
"My own personal sunset
To give each day its own diploma"
I hear Wilbur's voice crack slightly as he sings me to sleep.
"I'm trying to ignore the skyline
So I don't figure out where you-"
I fall into a deep, calm sleep on the last line.
Wilbur pov
I see Tommy fall asleep at his desk with his head resting on his knee. I smile slightly, with everything that kids been through he deserves better.
I message Phil and ask him to come on a trip to Nottingham with me to visit Tom which he obviously agrees to. We agree on a date 2 days from now and decide to bring Kristin along too.
We don't plan on telling Tom because we want it to be a surprise. I'm currently in my office and decide instead of hanging up and going home, I'll just stay here tonight. I grab my phone and AirPods and put on some random playlist Tom recommend.
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Wil pov
We've just arrived out front of Toms and he still has no clue. He's currently streaming so we've decided on me going to his room and surprising him while Phil and Kristin talk to Toms father.
I sneak up the stairs after saying a quick hello to Toms father and carefully crack open his door. Tom doesn't notice me but chat definitely does.
'WILBUR '
'BEHIND YOU'
'WIL'
"Thank you bensoninnit for the 10 pounds! 'Wilbur!!!'" Tommy looks at chat for a moment then begins to speak. "Oh is Wilbur in chat?" At this point I am about to erupt into laughter.
I suppress any laughter and slowly and quietly move towards Tom. I lean close to his ear and whisper "boo" (please don't make this weird)
"FUCK" Tommy screams then realises who said that. "Wil?" He asks completely shocked. I just nod as I tangle him into a tight embrace as he silently lets a few tears fall. I notice this so I quickly say goodbye to chat then end stream.
"Hey, hey it's ok Toms" I speak calmly "Phil and Kristin are here too!" I pull away from the hug to look at Tommy's face and see a giant grin going the full length of his face. "Thank you Wil. Thank you for everything you've done for me" "it's just what a brother does"
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