ℛ𝑎𝑐𝑒𝑟 𝚑𝚢𝚞𝚗𝚕𝚒𝚡

spicy Onion

Their breaths fanning on each other's lips, it was getting hot hyunjin pulled him close, alluring whine left from felix's mouth, was making it harder for hyunjin not to grind his hips on his

It was a sound that someone had come outside of one of the stalls that made them pull apart. Their faces close just an inch apart with Felix's glossy eyes and swollen red lips fallen dangerously under the sharp eyes.

Felix's wavered breaths got hyunjin to trace his fingers on Felix soft cheeks, it was smooth like cotton. Felix leaned into his touch and closed his eyes, hyunjin smiled at that and kissed his cheek

"Wait outside, I'll take a shower"

Felix nodded, and left to wait outside for hyunjin.

They left the campus, and hyunjin bought Felix to eat something outside. It's like a little date but no one said it.
First time in three months Felix knowing hyunjin, this was the best. They talked a lot, he got to know about hyunjin and how he started liking race and his love for cars, and how he met his best friends.

When unawares the atmosphere changed around them when the subject of ever dating just came, and they got silent knowing what they are in

The whole ride was quiet, just the honking of cars and the sound of cars, Just that. Felix felt sad but he was satisfied to be with hyunjin like this. He wants it more but when hyunjin doesn't want anything he can't force it.

Hyunjin on the other hand felt bad, that's why he was so hesitant to approach him. Of course, he was attracted to him and knew Felix was too but he doesn't feel love.. or any different thing till now.

It's not like he won't give it chance, he will try his hard to finally feel the need to be committed to someone. Mating is important, it could ruin their partner's life if they aren't trustable or genuine.

He is still thinking out, he doesn't wanna hurt Felix. He was willing to try. Felix is so innocent, he is like a fairy in hyunjins eyes, a glass art you need to care for if you lost focus you will break it, it's that delicate. He is too kind and hyunjin thinks that maybe Felix is well deserved with someone else and not a cold-hearted, asshole like him, yeah he knows it.

He will hurt Felix, he can't be available for his partner all the time. It's not his fault, he doesn't wanna make someone tied up to him when he can be a bitch and rough at expressing his feelings sometimes. The thought of mating makes him go away from it as what he heard and saw is delicate Love that shouldn't be ruined in any aspect, and Felix is too easy, he cries at every small thing even though hyunjin thinks that's adorable he can't hurt him every time and knew he will hurt him without knowing.

It can change, when he will feel like he is fallen for him he will take every responsibility, Felix is always stuck up in his mind but he is still unsure. Yet he already took the risk and was ruining Felix

He felt guilty.

He stopped the car in front of felix mansion. Felix looked at him and leaned pecking his lips "I'm going" he said softly

Hyunjin didn't say, lost in his thoughts, "are you sure you want this?" He asked now looking at felix whose face frowned

"W-what?"

"This between us? You know I'm not ready for relationships"

"I know...and I'm sure I can s-stay like this" he muttered lowly then started biting his lips

"Stop biting your lips"

"I'm s-sorry"

Hyunjin grinned and softly held Felix's jaw "you are so cute, what do I do with you?" He said and kissed Felix's lips. This time directly pushed his tongue inside his mouth grabbing Felix by his neck pulling impossibly closer,  making Felix moan and he gripped on hyunjins shirt. It got intense and passionate just in some time felix was on his lap and hyunjins hand going up and down Felix back with them kissing hungrily