Mary On A Cross

:: Chapter Two ::

While Y/n was out chatting with his older brother, Terzo was sitting in his office room, which's window that had a view of the garden. He couldn't help but be distracted from his work. He stood up and looked outside, looked at them. They were always getting along so well, he couldn't help but feel jealous. Terzo was always a man you easily make friends with, but when it came to his assistant. He didn't know what to say or do. He was feeling awkward and weak. As if his legs couldn't carry his body anymore. As if the words didn't want to fall out his mouth in fear of speaking words he didn't want to or mean to. As Omega had advised him, to have his ghoul assistant as what he wanted him to be, he had to talk to him. But how could he. His miscoloured eyes were always getting lost in his e/c ones that dig holes in his chest, piercing his heart. He absolutely loved that feeling. He wanted to get lost in the ghoul's eyes for eternally. He wanted him to be standing next to him forever and ever. Until death do us apart didn't mean anything to Terzo when it came to Y/n. But he was too scared to make a move. Scared it will make him go away. And he didn't please to cause that or any other negative things between the two. He sight and looked at his feet. That was what love felt like huh? His father would never allow him to feel like this. He had told him from a young age that his life was already planned.

Flash Back

As his older brother, Primo, was performing on stage, the young boy sat next to his other brothers and his parents. He looked excitedly at the young man singing. Putting so much passion in what he was doing. And with the lights, the smoke, the moon shining above his head, it was the most majestic thing the young boy had ever seen.

"I will be performing like this one day as well. And I will be just like Primo and even better. And even you, Secondo, will stare at me in awe. I'll be the greatest of all the four of us. I will have a perfect life. Money, fame and happiness. I will meet my true love. I will have a wife who will love me and children who will have me as their idol. I will be the greatest, Right Papa?"

Terzo asked excitedly, turning to look at his brothers who were smiling at him before looking at his father who let out a deep sight.

"Oh Tesoro, you will be great. You will bring tones of followers in the church. But no, your life won't be like that. Not exactly at least. Your mother and I have already decided who you are going to marry and have your sons with in the future. So forget about the love part"

Nihil spoke before being answered by his wife.

"Si, mio Caro. Sister Judith's daughter Loren is the ideal girl for you. She is acing all her classes and she is a very faithful young lady. You and her will make a great couple. Wait until you get older and you will soon realize that you always should follow the plan"

End Of Flash Back

Terzo frowned at the memory of that day, his eldest brother's first concert and the day he learned about his already planned life. He still didn't like Sister Loren. She was a charismatic lady with great manners and personality. She always walked around with a smile on her face and she always helped around. She was sweet and caring. Good with children. Delicate and collected. The ideal girl, but just not for him. He had his eyes on another person. But his father, or even worse the whole ministry, wouldn't accept it.

He sometimes wished he could have been born a girl so he could show his love to.the ghoul more easily. He smiled at the thought of them being together. It was what he'd been dreaming for months but sometimes what we wish for, what we want to do, it's just not possible. He wasn't complaining though. No, not at all. He had the ghoul by his side. Not the way he pleased but it was something. Better than just walking by each other in the grouded hallways. Better than looking at him while performing on stage. Better than going on walks just in hope to meet him accidently. Better than nothing. He had nothing to do that would show what he actually felt about the ghoul. He chose to be ruder to him or show him no emotion at all. He tried to avoid the raise of heart beats each time he was at the presence of the unholy creature, but, oh sweet satan, the way he made him melt into a puddle by just moving his tail in that graceful and cheerful way he always did.