heartstopper oneshots <333

12.

⚠️ trigger warning/relapsing
charlie's pov.
it's getting bad again.
i can feel it.
it's as if time is moving slow and fast at the same time.
as if i'm growing up too fast but each day is so pushing me deeper into my sadness.
i don't even have a reason to be sad, i have the best friends and the most perfect boyfriend in the whole world.
nick. he's going to be so mad at me for relapsing.
i'm crying on the bathroom floor when i hear footsteps walk up to the door and a knock.
"charlie?" i hear nick ask, i don't reply but i know my sobs are loud enough for him to hear .
he's going to be so mad.
"i'm coming in" he says as he cautiously opens the door. he immediately crouches down to me and starts comforting me. i just sob into his chest until i fall asleep. when i wake up it's dark outside and i'm in my bed with familiar arms wrapped around me.
i sit up and start to get up to see the mess i made in the bathroom, when the strong pair of arms once wrapped around me pulls me back to bed forcefully. "stay" nick mumbles sleepily as he drifts off again.
i guess we'll deal with it in the morning.

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well well well... the bitch is back :)
last chapter i was like "not gonna abandon the book again" and here i am 4 months later finally updating... sorry.
i've been so busy, i got a job, started my sophomore year of high school, joined the robotics team.
it's been a lot.
i've also struggled so much with my mental health, like i thought last year was bad but this is a whole other level istg.

anyways i love you and you matter <333

hopefully i return soon and my mental health doesn't get worse (it will do if i don't update it's probably because i've down deep in my own depression)

have a nice day/afternoon/night my loves <333