Love at age of 15 ?

The Realization

After that Scenario in Library di ko muna sinundan si Kit .

Tssk . Sinabi ko na . Wala nang bawian .

Nasa kalagitnaan kami ng pagreresearch ng biglang nagsalita si Ashley .

"Alam mo Ren . Mukhang nasaktan mo si Kit" Bigla niyang sabi

Tinignan ko sya ng Don't-Talk-To-Me-With-That-Topic!

Nagbuntong hininga sya .

"He really loves you Heiren . Since Gr.7 .." Sya

Natawa ako

"Close pala kayo? haha!" Ako

"Will you please stop playing around Heiren ! Di lahat nadadaan sa Biro at tawa!" Sya

Goosebumps .

She's 'Effin Serious

"Dahil ba kay Ash?"

Nabigla ako sa tinopic niya.

Ice mood

"Ash? Who's Ash?" Painosenteng tanong ko

"For God's Sake ! Heiren ! Stop playing around !" Sya

I give up .

She shouts.

Means she's Mad .

Really Mad .

"He didn't want to leave you !"
simula niya

Napatingin naman ako sa kanya

But , she talks about her brother .

I should be Crying

I'm waiting .

Even just a tear

Please fall

I wanna cry

I have to cry

But why?

Did i Moved on Already?

"You've moved on already Heiren . So open your heart for happiness ." Sya

"He's Married .. Arranged " Ngumiti si Ashley

"He Chose to be married . Instead me . For me to be happy"

I was the sadness on Ashley's Eyes .

"I-I'm sorry" Nasabi ko nalang

"NO ! I'm sorry" She started to cry

After how many minutes .
She finally stop crying .

"About Kit"

Nung narinig ko ang pangalan niya bigla akong

Naguilty at

Nasaktan

Oo, alam ko namang nahuhulog na ako sa kanya e .

Ayoko lang aminin .

Natatakot kasi akong masaktan e .

I've stand on my motto saying "One Heartbreak is Enough"

"I know you like him" Napatingin naman ako sa kanya

"It's not Ending yet . There will be no ending if you're not happy"

After maybe 30 minutes of thinking .

"Thanks for making me realize Ashley, Thank you for being honest with me . Thank you so much" Ako

Mabilis kong kinuha ang mga gamit ko at lumabas .

I've decided .

I'll explain everything .

And do everything .

So that he's be mine

Again .

But this time

Truly .