I feel like im falling. Im falling deeper and deeper all the time yet there is no one to catch me, I only fall. Nobody sees it, the only thing they see is a safety net, a safety net thats not there, the safety net I used to know is broken, its no use to me, but I need a safety net I need it to catch me. I know that one day I will find the bottom and it's not gunna be pretty. Unless I find a safety net I will keep falling until I hit the bottom.