I want to sleep, to never wake up. But the nights that I want to sleep most, I can't sleep at all. I've been told I look tired so many times recently. I am though, tired of people, tired of stress, tired of breathing, just tired of living. My befriend is the only reason I'm still here, if it want for her I'd be... Gone. I think my family might be upset for a little while, but they hasn't each other. My mom has her favorite sons, my dad has my stepsister and younger sister, but my friend she has me. I have tip act happy around her. I don't want to push her over the edge. I get so much crap. I'm failing all my classes, I've started to "rebel", and I disappoint everyone. I'm so sorry.
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