I sleep to hide from my pain, hoping to never wake up, because I know that when i wake up all my sorrows will return. I don't want my sorrows to return, I want them to stay away forever, I just want them gone. I don't like being reminded of myself and my imperfections I am my own sorrow and there is nothing I can do about it. Only during sleep can I dream of myself without sorrow, because I can see myself looking the way I want, I can actually be something without being a burden.
