What If....

🥺Farewell-02🥺

There is no good condition in Zhan's car as he was also sad and maybe crying too, let's see what he is doing now.

In Zhan's car....

Zhan's POV

I can't stop my tears. I don't know why, I am feeling like, I can't breath anymore.

I'm feeling strong pain in my heart. I can't take it anymore. My own soul started asking me questions.

"*Why zhan? Why? You're the one who rejected him."

"*You're the one who never considered his feelings, you're the one who choose job over him, you're the one who broke his heart again and again."

"*You're the one who never cared about his loving gaze & care. After doing all of this, how can you cry like this? Who's sympathy do you want?"

"No, nooooo, no, please stop saying those, please those hurts me"

"*Oh really Zhan. You're feeling hurt? Why? You're the one who makes him stay away from you. You're the...."

"No, no nooo... Please, I beg you, don't say those "

"*Why Zhan? When you rejected him, have you even thought about his condition, how he will survive, how he will be able to talk to you normally?"

"*There is no use of telling you those, because you've never even thought about his anything."

"No, no, no, no that's not true, i....I..."

"*What zhan, what. You what?"

"I ..... I.... sniff....I"

"*Huh, I knew it, you can never say something further. Because you've never cared about him, let alone love him. You are really heartless zhan, really. Shame on you"

"Stop it, I . Am . Not . Heartless . I love him, did you hear, I loved him"

"What do you think, it was easy for me to reject him? No, hell no!!! It was my first proposal"

"Did you hear, I loved him, even I love him till now. Everytime he looked at me I knew but didn't looked back, do you know why?"

"Because, I knew, if I once looked back, then there will be no turning back. Because... B... because...I...I.. I had already Fall in love with him when I first saw him."

"I desperately wanted to be his friend. But after being his friend, I realized he is a person, a man or woman can ever dream about, just like a Prince Charming. He also fallen for me, but I..."

"*What Zhan? What? Oh why am I even asking when I already know the answer."

"*You...love...your...job...very..much Or should I say, you love your actor life. Right?"

"Yeah..No.... Sniff...I..lo... Love my job, but I also...l..ove...him"

"*Oh god. For god sake don't say this. You don't love him. If you, then how could you even rejected him that time? You rejected him before the performance."

"* You didn't even think, how can he be able to put a smile throughout the event, in front of his fans? How much mental pressure will be on him? How hard it will be for him?"

Flashback

Yibo: Will you be my life, my better half, my happiness?

Zhan: Y... Yi...Yibo I...I can't love you

To be continued ....

Wanna know how Yibo proposed Xiao zhan??? Why Zhan actually rejected Yibo when he himself has feelings for Yibo?

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