What If....

🥺Farewell -04🥺

Back to Yibo's car

Yibo sent Thanks giving message to one of his bodyguard.

Yibo suddenly remembered how he managed to act normal, during the stage and offstage event, in front of everyone, co-star & backstage workers, after getting rejected from Xiao Zhan, his first love, maybe the last too!

Flashback

Yibo's bodyguard: What happened to you? Your eyes is so red.

Yibo: Nothing, DaGe. Let's go to stage.

(DaGe means Big brother)

Yibo's bodyguard: Wait, drink this water.

(After Yibo finished drinking water)

Yibo's Bodyguard: Yibo, look, I'm telling you this as your DaGe...( took a deep breath)... Life is full with ups and downs. Sometimes, you will be totally broken from inside, but don't let other  know. If you have to put an Fake act, then do it. Don't let your emotions harm your life, ok.

Yibo: Mnnm

Flashback End

Back to Zhan's car

"*See, you didn't even call him back, when he was leaving the room. You could have said something else instead of rejecting him directly."

"I couldn't, I couldn't. Because I was fed up with my constant acting, receiving his care, being close to him."

(Sob..niff..sob...)

"I feel like I am betraying him, when he took care of me, fulfilling my all wishes silently, even sometimes I myself didn't know when I wished that, but he fulfilled that."

(Sniff... sniff..)

"I really felt betraying his feelings. So, I wanted to tell him, but I couldn't."

"*Oh really Zhan? That means, you wanna say, you love him, but can't be together with him, right?"

"Hum"

"*Then why did you pick up the Ring? Keep it with you? Shouldn't you throw it away?"

"No!!!!... never!!!!"

"*Why? Do you have any answer?

"I don't know why. But I can't even think about throwing it away. Maybe, because it's my first proposed ring, Even from the person, with whom I fall in love for the first time in my whole life."

"*Zhan, if Yibo was a girl or you was a girl, would you accept him?"

"I...I... don't know. Maybe or maybe not, because I love Yibo because it's Yibo. There's nothing to do with being a girl or not. But if I was a girl, then maybe I couldn't resist myself 'chucked'. How can I, no girl can resist herself."

"*If one day, you hear that, Yibo is going to marry someone, what will you do?"

"Well, I think, if possible then I will call that girl and will tell her, that I am thousand Times better than her, and she will be always Yibo's second love, he used to take care of me unconditionally, loved me the most e.t.c it's kinda crazy, right, hahaha?"

"*You're cruel zhan"

"No, it's just Because I don't like it when others get attention from my Bo-Di, my Yibo"

"*But Zhan, you also didn't give him any attention"

"Who says I didn't? I also couldn't hide my jealousy sometimes"