Past life in Tibet

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Yeshe my lover. We had a hard time getting Lhasa. It was cold and have nothing to to keep me warm yet comfort me but you. We kissed and embraced only to comfort eachother and out love. Then we came to Lhasa, we have a house with a large room... so you could teach martial arts. With a few small bed rooms and kitchen. How I keep the baby was a miracle. When we saw the house we kissed eachother. We got our selves set up and we went into our bed room. I head you to the bed and we coupled. You had to extra care because the child growing. So we kissed while having tantric sex. Your teaching job would not start til the next day. While you were teach martial arts I would poems and watch you. The only strange thing was that two young students... beautiful girls, younger than me, eying you. I did not think of it then I just thought they were admiring you . For you were handsome and primal when teaching. The two young women agreed. I went around the town asking about them and an official said that their names where Padma and Dowa. They were skilled and psychotic martial artists who seduce and kill men and they notorious for being nyfomaniacs. I was thinking who they could the be out on the streets. That night before we made love I told you to kick out the those two young women. You said you would.... I told you who they are and again said get rid of them. I thought your promise was genuine and coupled tantrically. Kissing eachother embracing. I thought that night was special. We coupled in the morning and then you want to teach. I followed not trusting you I sat and did the usual writing of poems. Then something upset me, I saw the two whores there. I was waiting for you go through with your promise yet they stayed. I grew angry and I left for the day. When I was excepting to couple with you that night but instead got a rude awaking. When I walked into our bedroom I saw you and Padma coupling with each other. Your laugh, your smile and that sparkle was there as you two couples. A tear dropped on my check and I left. I first reported you to the officials as a criminal and then I had the poems that were meant for us only.... published by a book maker. I only came back with the officials to see that you and your girlfriend were arrest and be sent away. Only that would give me and our child justice and peace. Though I cried my self to sleep. The next day while I was going to the officials to see how long you were caged up, I kept hearing rumours of a pimp Lama and a man could in the act. I assumed that was you. I asked the officials how long you were caged like a dog, the person said that it would be a few months. During that time I had some take over your training hall and ban the offending girls I always gave birth to a baby girl who I named Poppy after the young lady in our poems. She smile at life and I was crying because she would see her father as a stranger. She was ignorantly happy. When Poppy came into the world a few weeks later you were released. When you came back to our house I saw a broken man. "How could you to this to me my sweetheart?" You asked looking pathetic "I can say the same fucking thing to you. What the fuck were you thinking?!!" I tried to keep quiet for Poppy and her sleep. "I was seduced into an affair with Padma. Female martial artists are notorious for seduction, and I lost control, I am sorry my love" you apologized. "What's the name of our child?" "Poppy! And she is a girl. You want partake in raising her and to be with me you have a fucking lot to prove. Mean while you can sleep in your training hall until I say so! Now sleep you dog." You were heart broken and saddened. I was scared because I never seen this side of myself. I woke up poppy and got my And Poppy's stuff and left you. As mother and daughter we were alone and when we arrived at a small monstary. And had a nun to take care of Poppy and that's when I ran into Thubten a handsome middle aged monk. He saw the broken heart I carried. He decided to secretly through the rule book out and made love to me. I asked him his last name. He said that his name was Thubten Tenzin. He said while we kissed that he was going to take of Poppy and my desires as long as stated with him until i felt better. The next morning, I heard you yelling and trying to get in. Thubten woke up and tried to settle the situation. I heard you say "who the hell are you" And Thubten say that he was that he was my lover and that we were in love. That enraged you, you saw me. "Nebo I love you dearly and want you back in my life." I ran to where Poppy was and cried. She reached out as if to comfort me and I felt a bit better. I love my daughter because her happiness.