Can't stop staring

Emotional..

Authors POV

Alot happened these past days... Bible and Build didnt talk to eachother since their pictures got leaked. They were all over the tea pages and they even appeared on the news. The cast had some meetings but only Bible, Build and Barcode weren't there.

Everyone knew why Bible and Build didn't attend but they were confused about why Barcode wasn't attending the meeting. No one has heard from him for almost 3 days. That made Jeff very worried but he didn't know what to do. He thought that it was maybe because of him that Barcode didn't want to come because of what happened between them. Althought Barcode seemed to act like Jeff didn't try to kiss him and he didn't reject him.

The filming of the series is starting the day after tomorrow and Jeff is worried about Barcode because he hasn't heard from him since he sent that 1 message the night of the dinner/party.

Today the cast is together again to practice and learn the script.

Jeff POV

I'm just reading my script when Ta comes up to me.

''Did you do something to him?" He asked me out of the blue.

"What? No?"

"Then why can nobody reach him? There must've happened something?"

But why does he thinks I am involved in this?

"Errr, it's strange yes... but it has nothing to do with me"

I guess he didnt know what to say anymore so he brushed it off.

"Well err... do you know where he lives? Maybe you can go look if he's home, the day after tomorrow filming starts so he really needs to practice with us..."

"Yes I know, but why do I have to go? Can't P'Pond or P'Tong or someone else go?"

I'm scared to face him if I'm being honest so I am trying to get someone else to go to his house so I still have time to prepare myself when I'm meeting him...

"Dude, no one knows where he lives, only you do... Besides why does it seem that it doesnt bother you at all that we can't reach him?"

Thats not true!!!! IT BOTHER ME AlOT!!!!

"Hey! I'm worried as fuck why do you fucking say that?!"

"Chill!! It just looks like that..."

Meanwhile everyone was staring at us because I was a bit too loud..

I looked at Apo and he gave me a -are you okay- look.

I just slightly nodded and gave him a little smile.

''Uhh I need to go to the bathroom be right back" I said.

Then I ran of to the bathroom to calm myself down and surpress myself from breaking down in tears.

Build POV

This is seriously messed up... I'm so scared...

We've been on the fucking news... Bible has sent me millions of messages but I haven't answered one of them. I just need a bit of space.

I've been laying in my bed crying non stop for almost 3 days... I dont know what to do.... I really need some space to think about what I'm going to do now. I'm going to send Bible a text saying I need space and that we can't be together as long as the series isn't over.

Bible

Hey, I need some space to think. I think we can't be together as for now. I hope you understand. Dont worry about me, I'm okay I'm just processing everything that has happened these few days. Sorry.