Can't stop staring

I love you..

Build POV

I've locked myself in my room for almost 5 days. I'm not okay. I feel lost and I have no control of myself. I miss everyone so bad. Especially Bible.

I got alot of DM's from people hating on me. It got so bad I had to turn off my phone. So nobody could reach me.

Today I decided to check my phone.

2 missed calls from Apo
3 texts from Apo
6 missed calls from P'Tong
7 texts from P'Tong
2 texts from Us
1 text from Bible

Apo

I hope you're okay. We love you.
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Please come back soon... Bible is losing himself.
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Build, know that we all love you no matter what. We need you. Please come back soon. We're very worried about you.

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P'Tong

Fight!!! You can do it!!! We love you so much!!!!
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Bible has broken down 2 times today. He misses you alot. We're all very worried about you two.
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Dont listen to what the stupid media says, follow your heart. We trust you.
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We've all seen how you two look at eachother. Please dont throw what you have away just for the stupid media.
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Bible can't concentrate without you. You're his Muse.
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We miss you.
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My baby, I hope you're doing alright. I see how you havent read or got my texts so I hope nothing bad happened to you. We love you so much! Please come back soon. Bible is not okay.

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Us

I hope you're okay... I am here for you :)

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Text me if you feel better. I can always take you to the coffee shop you like so much.

Bible

My love, I miss you so bad. I have to be honest. I am not doing alright. I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't concentrate without you. I know the media is hard. I know. It's also hard for me. And I'm scared as hell. But we should go through this together. I can't do it alone. Im losing myself. I can't handle it anymore, baby... I love you.

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I close my phone as I wipe away my tears that unconciously started streaming down my cheecks. I also miss Bible so fucking much. I am not functioning without him.