The Last Letter

looking forward to the after-life!

Dear whomever is reading this,

Greetings of the day, I hope that your day is going well, I know that you've just found my dead body, and it is a bad thing to find, but you probably never knew me, so it won't really bother you, I hope that everything else is going well with you.

My name is ****** ******, if you are reading this, it means that I'm long gone, please don't tell me that my body was found weeks after my death, it will just kill me to know that.

Anyway, this note is just to explain why I did it, so that my parents can know that they did nothing wrong, most of the time you find people writing about how unhappy and mesirable their lives were, for me, I had an above average childhood, I was an only child of a loving and caring parents, they provided me with everything I ever needed or asked for, I've had a good teenagehood with some relationships and some sips of alcohol without letting my parents know, I've had that thing named *the love of your life* when I was twenty-two years and it lasted for a whole three years, it was the best and the worst thing of my life, but it wasn't by any chance something traumatising, it was just sweet and salty at the same time, two years ago when I was twenty-six I went with a friend of mine on a tour around the world for six months, I work as an accountant with a very good salary that I barely spend forty percent of it each month, and now we find the reason behind me wanting to do what I'm about to do, for three years now, I haven't been able to enjoy or get excited about anything, I've tried dating, alcohol, traveling, partying, doing hobbies, and many more, but nothing helped me to feel any excitement, nothing gave me the enjoyment that I expect, I'm someone that is used to enjoying life even when its low, for instance back at college I had almost failed a semester but still I was partying like crazy and enjoying my time, now I don't even want to be invited to parties, I couldn't talk to my family about all of this, they did their best to provide me with anything I have ever needed, maybe I'm a bit too spoiled, I don't really know, and recently I begun reading about after-life, on religions and mythologies, they all seem very exciting and it triggered that thing inside me that makes me happy, so I'm going to give it a shot and see, if it works, that's good, I will be in somewhere that I know and understand nothing about, and if there is no other side, then I'll at least stop feeling empty inside.

So, Mister or Misses, thank you for devoting the past two minutes to read my note, please tell my parents that I love them so much and there is nothing that they could have done, because I wanted to die.

Peace out!