Entry #16 10/28/22

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Holy fuck I'm about to end my fucking life and it's all EMILY'S FAULT. DOES SHE EVER EVER FUCKING EVER SHUT THE FUCK UP EVER

I can't I seriously okay in Benson's we had a downtown day and I had to ride with Benson and of course fucking Emily did too. Good god I'm so mad its crazy. We get in the car and of course, she starts being annoying so quick like shut the fuck up one and two literally SHUT THE FUCK UP. Immediately she starts talking in this god awful baby voice and then she starts OF COURSE, talking about her stupid life problems because that's all she can ever talk about. And Big B takes us to this like fucking coffee CAMPER and we are there for like 15 minutes and it was the most goddamn annoying 15 minutes of my life. Quite possibly the worst time of my entire life. Like does she ever ever ever shut the fuck up. Like. Okay I'm so mad I'm trying to be coherent. She always thinks she's so fucking funny when she's ANY SCHUMER TYPE FUNNY. NOT A T ALL. She just can never shut her fucking fat loose pussy stank HO ASS THE FUCK UP. C AN SHE  EVER TAKE A HINT. 

She she she she she she's I'm about to start believing in religion and hope for her unfortunate demise. She annoys me so bad and she made the 20 minutes I got outside of school possibly the worst thing ever. I don't care about your fucking fugly boyfriend and how he can't get approved for a loan. I don't. She makes me so angry I had to go in the bathroom the second we got back and CRY. Understand I never cry and if anyone is making me cry it's ME. My whole body is trembling I'm so mad. An anger I've never felt. One to rival fucking Durvasa. I can't take it. I believe I will snap very soon. I didn't even get to do anything downtown. My entire body is cold because of the blue hot rage I feel. I might just have to go home. I need a fucking cigarette. NOW.

I went home. I had to do, okay? It turns out I was actually having an anxiety attack all morning but she really just made it worse. Whatever. 5 day weekend!!!

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