You ever heard of
"Kind done"?
It's the state of wanting everything gone
But still having everything to give
"Kinda done"
The cry for help everyone still sees as
"Just a lukewarm threat"
"Kinda done"
To the point that your arm looks like a "Kinda done" steak
Bleeding but still burnt by its surroundings
"Kinda done"
Done with all the crying, all the pain done with it all
The blood on the sheets speaks for itself
"Kinda done"
To where you're sitting on ledges just hoping for someone to bump into you
"Kinda done"
To where you take too many pills but still tell someone
Because you cant bear to see them hurt too
"Kinda done"
To where one day you try
And you've pushed everyone away
When "kinda done" turns into "done"
