Another straight girl

The girl from yesterday

I can't seem to sleep, I'm so anxious about my classes.
It's 4:00 AM and I have to get up at 6:00 AM, I decide there's no point sleeping and just Lie in bed and wait.

All of a sudden I open my eyes realising I feel asleep and I'm about to be late for my first day of college.  It's 7:05 AM and home room begins at 8:00 AM so I have less then an hour to shower and get myself looking presentable, I spring myself out of bed and rush to the bathroom stripping as quick as possible and jumping in the shower washing myself quickly knowing this is going to be the least time consuming thing I have to do.  After I dry myself I try my best to pick something decent out to wear, I grab black ripped jeans, a plain white T and a red flannel to go over it, slip some socks and shoes on and begin putting light makeup on.

It was now 7:55 AM I gather my locker keys and laptop and sprint out the door, as I'm running through the halls I hear the bell ring indicating the start of home room. As I just reach the door I see the girl from yesterday sitting at the back of the classroom.

As I'm walking in the class she looks at me and smiles as she moves her stuff off the seat next to her hinting at me to sit there.  I stand at the front of the class awkwardly contemplating weather or not to sit next to her but of course my nerves get the best of me and I walk straight past her and sit at the only other seat available, I notice her shrink back in her seat as if she's disappointed.

Home room splits to go to our first class, I hurry off just in case the girl from yesterday says anything.

It was now the start of lunch and I've been dodging the girl every time I see her close by.

I approach my locker and put my things away since all I need is my laptop for my next class.  My locker suddenly gets slammed shut and as I look up I notice the girl from yesterday leaning against the locker next to mine with an intimidating look on her face.
"You're avoiding me" she says smirking.

Her smile is so beautiful I could die, I look her up and down unnoticeably and and take in all of her glory.  She's wearing a black Nike air max T, white cargo pants and purple air Jordan's, her hair is down and you can tell she has her eyebrows filled in.

"Why would I be avoiding you I don't even know you." I reply back harshly. 'Why are you being rude your ruining your chances'.

"C'mon you're avoiding me because you were caught looking at me in the office yesterday...I'm not stupid." She says in a slightly irritated tone.

"I don't know what your talking about." I say mentally kicking myself.
"Fine, just wanted to make conversation but whatever...like I care." Scoffing as she walks away.

'Why the fuck did you do that your so dumb' thinking to myself banging my head gently against my locker.

The rest of the day I can't get her off my mind still so mad at myself for being so rude and letting her walk away.

Hanging out with Isaac and Hudson only making it worse as they repeatedly tell me how dumb I am, as if I'm not already beating myself up about it.
Isaac suggests "maybe try talk to her tomorrow and apologise" Hudson agreeing with Isaac making me comply and think about what to say.