OBSESSION

Part 36

No proofreading.
Forgive my grammatical errors.

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"Please...
Stop crying.
I can't see you like this."
Beam said equally sobbing along with Forth.

Forth wipes his tears and he Forth's with his slender fingers.

Forth nods calming his clenched emotions.

Beam leans up and captures his lips for a deep kiss.

Forth held his head with one arm while lifting Beam's body to more on his body from other.

Beam controlled the kiss, he directed it like conveying how hurt he is to hear Forth's pain.
Forth let him lead as per his wish.

They don't know how and when Beam settled himself on Forth's lap.

Forth encircled his both arms around Beam's waist relaxing with his lips molding on Beam's every movement.

When both felt contended after a long, deep and passionate kiss, Beam pulls apart.

He still has his eyes close and his forehead resting against Forth.

"Say something."
Beam whispers.

"I love you."
Forth replies.

Beam pulls Forth's face towards his chest and hugged him still sitting on his lap.

Forth hugs him back with his protective and firm arms.

"Not replying my confession by words but through actions?"
Asked Forth with his face glued on Beam's chest, inhaling his flowery scent.

Beam didn't speak a word.

He leans down and cupped Forth's face with both of his palms.

They both stared into each other's eyes again for so long like they lost themselves today in each other.

"If you love me then promise me that you won't stress out your pain.
Promise me that you'll try to let your past passed.
You'll miss your Dad which is natural but you will live in present.
You'll not hurt yourself anymore."
Beam asked with adamant voice.

Forth nods still with glistening eyes.
"I'll try."
He answers softly.

Beam smiles and kissed his forehead.

Forth closes his eyes in reflex.

"You know, this is the first time I cried in front of anyone. I never cried in my life openly."
Forth said softly.

Beam shakes his head.

"Huh?"
Asked Forth.

Beam shakes his head again thinking how Forth cried last night too because he thought that Beam left him.

"Rest for now.
You have cried alot today.
It could make your headache come back.
Let me give you medicine and you sleep for a while."
Beam said getting up and only now he realised his position.

Forth looks at his embarrassed face.

He smiles warmly.

Beam wasn't meeting his eyes now.
All his boldness flew from window.

"Umm....aabbb.. I....I didn't mean....t...this."
He tried to getting up stuttering because of his shyness but Forth holds his body firmly in his arm.

He took Beam to bed carrying him like a koala.

"Sleep with me.
We have to go to your parents in evening."
He said.

Forth nearly puts pillow wall but Beam crossed his side and gets up.

He went to one of the drawer and came back with medicine.
He gave water to Forth.

Forth gulps the tablet with water.

"Now go to bed."
Beam said.

Forth nods, too tired to tease his fisty wifey.

Beam waits for a while and slides inside duvet from other side but scoots close and again he pulled Forth's
Upper body to his chest patting his head.

He kissed Forth's hair which was under his chin.

"If you liked cuddles then have your cuddles now. Whatever you missed, I'll provide."
Beam whispers securing Forth in his arms thinking Forth has slept already.

But a subtle smile crafted on Forth's face hearing the most sweetest line ever. He snuggles to Beam's chest more and thanked his father for sending Beam for him.

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"What are you thinking P?"
Asked Suthee while having lunch with Phana.

Phana smiles shaking his head.

Suthee nods.
"Is it really hard to accept me ?"
He asked with thin smile.

Phana looks at him and holds his hand which was resting above table.

Suthee looks at him and then his hand.

"I understand P."
He said.

Phana shakes his head again and extends his spoon to Suthee's mouth.

"Say aaa.."
He said with voice full of love.

Suthee blushed and opens his mouth.

Phana feeds him.

"I'm trying to curve the gap between us Thee.
All you have to do is give me time."
Phana said.

Suthee nods holding Phana's hand.
"I have waited for so long P.
I can wait for little more but you promise me that you'll not be sad."
He said.

Phana ruffles his hair softly.

Suthee smiles even more.

"Let's go on a date tomorrow.
I'll pick you."
Phana said.

"You said your car needed service.
How about I pick you?"
Asked Suthee back.

Phana took his hand and kiss it lightly.

Suthee knocked out on spot.

"Breathe..."
Phana whispers.

Suthee blushed hard.

"P'Forth gave me this."
He said pointing at his keys.

Suthee gasps.

"You brought not only your love for me with you but a fortune and blessing too. Because of your fortunate fate, person like P'Forth has accepted me as his brother which I could never dare to dream even in my bestest dream.
He has not only acknowledged me as his brother but he is giving me equal support and care which I had always longed for. Seeing him doing things for Lam, whether its title of brother or fulfilling his wishes always made me feel how unfortunate my existence is. In spite of my father who broke his life and family, he doesn't hate me.
This relation which I wanted to cherish so badly but afraid to accept, becomes my ultimate happiness where I have person who loves me abundantly,  a brother who supports me like a wall. I don't need anything else."
Phana let his heart out today.

Suthee gets up and sit beside him.
"You deserve all of this love and happiness P'Pha."
He said joining his hand with Phana giving him his best supportive smile.

Phana nods pressing their joint hands.

"Thnakyou."
He said softly.

Suthee nods with smile.

****

Thankyou.
Keep smiling.