𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗔𝗯𝘆𝘀𝘀

In too Deep

Oblivion , a place that I felt safe in , Submerging myself with the darkness,
That complimented my pale skin.

Diving deep into the numbness,
That I had found peace in,
Diving deep into the quietness ,deep into the sunless.

Never once I questioned this lone living,
Never once I questioned the endlessness ,
Then why now......I find myself longing for a kin.

Who knew being this reckless ,
Could deeply pierce my skin,
Now the only thing left are the scars wailing for my own sins .

As the time passes ,
The ocean waves tied down my fins,
All I could do was to lay there helpless,
Too tired to fight back ,as I've always
never been.

Closing my eyes feeling hopeless,
Enquiring myself from within ,
Am I a curse or blessing ?
Left with a blooded soul dripping.

Just as my faith started to undress,
I sense a faint calling chime in,
Pulling myself from this distress,
To follow the path not knowing where it was leading.