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Letter .4

11/12/22

So it's 2am but who cares I more importantly haven't uploaded any new parts or stories sadly I just haven't been finding time to write with all honesty imma tell you what my nights like so I go to bed between 10-11 yeah and then I play on my phone for like another hour which I also read my "porn" some were in that time but unlike before when I'd read them switch over to writing cause I used to like ending of my nights like that well now I end by just reading

So like the thing is I don't like just sitting down some time in the day to work on stories and I prefer to write at night so it makes it all weird since my tired ass is deciding to write "master pieces" so late and, it could also be some of my un-diagnosed anxiety telling me I have to other wise the ghost well yell cause nobody reads my shit not, that I care well it doesn't bother me like crazy but isn't it crazy to think we diagnose are selfs with all kind of things and some could be one hundred percent true

Like I've given myself Anxiety, I think depression and more I can't think of right now.

When people (you maybe) lay down to sleep do tears ever just slide down your cheek cause that happens every night for me is it like all the emotions I'm feeling just coming out in one single tear I eventually break down, cause that's probably going to happen, well I was going to go on about other things but I'll save them till next time. Night peeps..

Sincerely
  Sakura

P.S please don't come for me about this it's just what comes to mined and my explaining of things

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