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"sun, you made it!!"

jungwon congratulated me when he first came in, it was a gloomy day.

it was my graduation day right now, si jungwon lang ang umattend, and i am not even expecting anyone other than jungwon. beside i know my parents will be too busy to attend my graduation. they actually both had a own family na so i am not expecting them to come.

" where do you want to eat after this?" i asked jungwon, because im dead hungry right now. i didnt eat anything before i came here.

" anywhere, how about you pick instead?" i dont have much cravings today, i just want to eat and then rest. 

after so many discussion our graduation has come to an end, all of the students where congratulating each others, some of them are crying too. because after so many struggles in college, all of the hardworks, failure, has finally come to an end. after all papasok na rin kame sa adulting, at mawawalan ng oras sa lahat.

skip.

we were both heading to El Gaucho Steakhouse in BGC 

we have eaten at almost all the steakhouses in bgc, it just happened that this steakhouse is newly opened.

after we parked our car, we proceed to enter the steakhouse. and one of their waiter come to us and gave their menu, their menu is quite unfamilliar for me, for us. since this is our first time.

as we scan the menu, by the name of its food is kinda appetizing that made my stomach growl more.

" uhh, can i have one smoked salmon, and fillet kagoshima" i just ordered whats more appetizing to my eyes and jungwon also got for his too.

nang dumating na ang aming order ay sinimulan na namin kumain, silence is eating our table right now. bukod kase sa gutom ako, ayaw na rin ni jungwon dumaldal kapag kumakain. 

lol ang sabihin mo nahawaan ka na ng boyfriend mo.

" sun, do you want to tag along?" jungwon asked me, i know what he means with that. bar again. welp, not bad. since it was my special day naman, why not?

" what time is it?" i know usually sa gabi talaga ang oras ng bar pero i still have to call someone later.

" 10 PM " phew, i let out an sighed when i heard that. 

" i'll go" i said while smiling, 

" thanks sun, i though hindi ka makiki-join. i was abt to cry na sana" i get it, jungwon is not overacting i usually reject all of their invitation because i was too tired to socialize with other, beside puro kaibigan ng boyfriend niya ang palagi nilang kasama.

as we both parted ways, may isang lugar akong pinuntahan bago umuwi.

i drove to cementery while i feel myself becoming more emotional.