lifetime

Part 3

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i kneel to my twin sister tomb, i put candle in ech side of her, and also her favorite flower too.

" hi baby! its my graduation day, as usual like thee old time when you were alive, non of them came. sanay na 'ko pero sana nandito ka pa rin, bakit mo kase ako iniwan" i said while crying

sandy, is my twin sister who died while were still in middle school. we were both academically good, we excel everything she's like my partner in crime. pinagtatanggol namen ang isat - isa pero iniwan niya din ako. she died in idk?? i just know that one day hindi na siya nagising, some says na because there is one incurable disease ang nakuha ng kapatid ko from our bloodline.

" how are you up there, baby?" i wish im with you, its actually tiring to be alone, i want to hear your daily chika's again, your rants. magkwento kana saken ule" i really missed my sis, i really do. 

I blame my parents for what happened to her, because while she was sick they were so busy yelling each other, hurting each other. they never really took care of her. even in her burial.

i got up because its time to go na " see you again, my baby" i wave at her as if she can wave back at me :< 

i drove back to my condo because i need to rest before i talk to my mom, i took a halfbath then wore a comfy pajamas. i sighed when my body make contact to my bed,