|Sanzu|
I should have already known no one likes me. I-i just can't handle this all now, it's overwhelming my mind with emotions, this all is atleast better then my brother yelling at me and telling me I am worthless, better then all my friends ingoring my existence like i am not even there and.. and better then Mikey not making me his first choice but still.. still after this bad life, i still feel jealous and angry on ran and rin knowing that they until now didn't hurt me physically.. atleast. I wish they would just care for me... I can't tell if i am in love but the feeling around them. They make me feel same and unintentionally their presence makes me feel like i am somewhere safe, somewhere i am loved and cared. I would all of my myself to them if they promise me they will never leave like others. But anyway who wants a trash like me. I was deep into my thoughts sobbing when I heard the door banging obviously it was ran and rin, i immediately wiped my cheeks. And tried to smile a till it was pretty acceptable. I opened the door smiling.
Sanzu: ahh s-orry i just ran c-cause i felt like puking, I guess.
It was a weird excuse but anyways with this cracking voice atleast this is a little better then nothing.
|AN|
Atlast sanzu was able to convince the two brothers but not much it was actually that they just agreed to his excuse but didn't believe it. And now at this moment sanzu is on his bed simply rolling on it cause it's super comfy and he literally isn't afraid of getting scolded or anything now. So, he's shamelessly scrolling through some mangas that his bestfriend forwarder him. He scrolled through it untill he found a good one and opened it to read. It was kind of really interesting that he didn't even knew when did the time passed. There was knock on his door between which gone unnoticed by him cause of him literally giving his all attention to his cell phone.
After some knocks, the door carcked opened revealing a figure. Still that got unnoticed by the blonde, slowly the footsteps got near till the person was behind him, he sneaked to see what was really the thing that made the boy infront of him so much focused. A smirk grew on the person's face as he got to know, what he was really going through. He immediately snatched the cell phone from.
Sanzu: wha- rin?!. Give me my phone back!.
I tried to snatch it but he lifted his arm up which he was taller so he had the advantage so ya, i wasn't able to snatch it from him.
Rin: i will give but first tell me, what you were watching?~.
Sanzu: a-ahh it was nothing. Give it back first!.
I tried to again snatch it from him. But he started to going through the page. I immediately turned red cause it was embarassing.
Rin: ohh, so this is actually you go through when we aren't here, mph?.
Sanzu: n-no, it's not like that.
I covered my face and started running out of the room when i bumped into someone. I looked up to see ran.
Ran: aww, what just, care to explain rin?.
He said looking at me then rin scrolling to through my phone.
Rin: yeaa, you should see, he isn't that innocent, that you actually thought he was.
Ran: what's the matter, rin?. Spit it out already.
Rin: it would be nice to see yourself.
I immediately tried to leave but ran grabbed me by my waist.
Ran: where do you think, you're going?.
Sanzu: a-ah, nowhere.
Ran: then alright.
Ran made me sit between rin and him as rin scrolled through the manga. I was so much embarassed.
Rin: i didnt accept my baby to read these but i don't have any problem with it anyways. That's actually cute.
Ran: i truly aggre but i didn't thought of him as person who would read this. I'm not angry or something but that's kinda unexpected.
Rin: brother don't be so mean.
Rin complained.
Ran: yeaa, yeaa whatever, i'm not being mean. Wait what you gotta see this rin rin!.
Rin: what is it brother?. Why are you being so shocked.
He asked lazily still wanting to see more.
Ran: you must see this.
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Fanfiction"b-but I am good for nothing, why do you e-even want me?" Sanzu haruchiyo was bullied and abused at his home and school both. What happens when he meets not only one but two people who cares for him?. ‼️caution‼️ -contains physical abuse. -agegap. ...