09 | sense of numbness

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the cold water pours down on me

but i can't feel anything

because the tingles come from within where it's fighting

at this point im completely numb

the numb overcomes my body;

i can't see, can't feel, can't hear

can't touch or smell either

it's funny how one second i was crying

and another i was just like another monster

another robot

another feelingless person

it was like it didn't mean anything to me

but you didn't know how much it did

i felt myself being pulled into the void of numbness

one second i was moving

and the next it was like i had faded into nothing

life still continued on,

everyone resumed their activities

i found myself thinking,

why don't they care about me?


and i later realized that i was doing everything i was supposed to do

except "not let the numbness, the pain get to me"

that was the only task i failed

and no one noticed

because i was

in my own small world

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