Calling out for help

It cant be

It's been a week since the competition and I'm still throwing up and I feel very off. I told kat about it and she suggested the possibility of me being pregnant I'm really scared I would be because I don't know how Colby is going to react. I go to the store with a stuffy nose and puffy eyes it's Saturday and Colby is out filming with Sam at some abandoned place he invited me but I felt to sick to go. I grab two packs of pregnancy tests and I grab some other things so they wouldn't ask questions I went to the check out and devyn saw me with the tests and quickly starts to call someone. After I pay I quickly leave back to the house and paris was busy at some business trip. I quickly go to the bathroom and just zone out for a while before I get a call from colby
Call
C- hi baby
Y- hi love what's up
C- I just wanted to check up on you and to let you know we will be home in a couple hours
Y- okay please be careful and don't get caught
C- we won't I promise
Y- if you do colby I swear
C- baby we won't I have to go now I love you
Y- I love you too
C- see you soon
Y- see ya
I hang up the phone and tears start to come down my face I take the test and wait for results while I wait I'm sitting on the Colby bathroom floor while two tests are loading the results my alarm goes off and I get scared. While I was waiting I was thinking of all of the possible outcomes that could happen and how a family with Colby would be. I look at the tests and I see one line and a faint one next to it I look at the other one and it has two lines I start to break down crying thinking colby could leave and ghost me. Everyone at school will think I'm a disappointment and paris would give me back to my mom. I manage to gather myself because Colby said he's on his way back home I hide the tests in my underwear drawer and I put the other tests in paris bathroom. I take the pregnancy test trash and throw it outside I come back inside and just lay in bed staring at the wall lost in my thoughts. I end up falling asleep with a puffy eyes, red nose, and my hair a mess.
C- baby im here
Colby and Sam come into the house since paris gave Colby a key to the house. Colby comes into my room and sees me asleep but he could tell I was crying
C- Sam can you wait for me downstairs

Sam nods and heads back downstairs with one of their school friends
C- baby
Colby gently shakes me awake
Y- hi my love
He gives me a kiss and a tight hug
C- what happened
Y- nothing why
C- don't lie to me
I try to hold myself together staring at the love of my life knowing that he knows something's up
Y- I can't
I start to break down again
C- baby what happened
He quickly brings me in close
Y- look at the bottom of my underwear drawer
He looks at me confused but gets up and gets the two tests from the bottom of the drawer
C- y/n
He looks at me with sorrow and worry
C- are you actually
Y- please don't leave me I can't live with out you baby please don't go you're probably mad at me it's ok I get it I just don't want you to go baby please
Before I could say anything more he brings me into a tight hug
C- I'm not going anywhere I promise my love we're in this together I'm not leaving

A wave of relief went over and I hugged him back tightly he pulls away and puts a hand on my stomach
C- is this why you've felt so sick
Y- I guess but kat is the one that recommended that I could be pregnant I was so scared babe
C- I'm here now and we're in this together and I will support your decision that you choose to keep it or get an abortion

I nod my head and he gets to his knees and kisses my stomach. He then hugs me around my waist holding my stomach close to him. I had a very small bump but I just though I was was bloated.
Y- omg what am I going to tell paris she going to kill me
C- I'm pretty sure she will be by your side for the whole process just like how I am
Y- the school is going to talk bad about me now and I think Patrick's knows because devyn saw me buying the pregnancy tests and she immediately got on the phone with someone
C- it's ok we'll be ok I'm never leaving you

paris texts me and tells me she's coming home today and she will be here tonight
Y- shit
C- what's wrong
Y- paris is coming home today and will be home tonight i
C- ok we can tell her now because I think you're a ticking time bomb so if she asks if you're ok you're going to break down again
Y- how do you know me so well
C- cause your the love of my life that I want to grow old with
He stands up and pulls me in for a kiss
S- oh sorry
Y- it's ok Uncle Sam
S- wtf...uncle
C- yeah man
Y- come here
Sam has a very confused look and his face
Y- close your eyes
S- don't hurt me
Y- I won't but out your hands out
I put the two tests in his hand
Y- ok open
He looks down and sees the two lines
S- no fucking shot I'm gonna be an uncle
C- it's up to y/n if she wants to keep our baby and if she wants you to be the uncle
Y- we will be keeping this baby and Sam would you be the honor and be our baby's uncle
S- hell yeah
Sam hugs me tightly and then Colby
S- what's gonna happen with dance
Y- I'm still going to push through and do my best till my pregnancy doesn't let me do the thing I love to do
C- I have the most amazing girlfriend in the world
Many hours pass by and I planned on telling paris with Colby and surprise her with a customized Starbucks cup that says the worlds best grandma on it. When paris gets here I'm gonna show her  the new cup I got for her as a thank you gift and the pregnancy test are going to be tapped on the side.
Sam left a few minutes before paris got here and my anxiety is shooting through the roof my leg is constantly shaking while I'm waiting for paris to walk through the door. She finally walks in comes and gives me a hug.
P- hi sorry I came earlier
Y- you don't have to say sorry anyways I'm glad your back home so me and Colby got you a little welcome back home gift
P- aww you guys didn't have to
Colby brings the gift and hands it to Paris
P- this is such a cute cu-... worlds best grandma? Did you get the right one wait

she reads the pregnancy test on the side of it
P-omg are you
I nod my head
P- omg
She hugs me tightly again with a few tears running down her face
P- I'm going to be here for you every step of the process i promise you and I'll support any decision you make to do with the baby
Y- thank you
Tear are now pouring out of my eyes. Paris waves colby to come join the hug he puts his arm around my waist puts the other around paris shoulders
The next morning I had practice with paris to a new dance she made to a questionable song I invite colby to tag along so he doesn't have to go home yet he packs his stuff and puts it in his car so he can leave when his mom needs him home.
This is what we wear

We go to the studio and I start to stretch on my own as my team starts to flood into the studio. Paris soon calls our attention and starts to teach us the dance soon a few hours later we get the dance and I see Colby staring at me with lust in his eyes I smile at him and he smiles back.
P- okay make sure you guys go full out in recording this and posting it we're going to do it in groups so if you want to be posted go full out
This is the dance

P- that's is for todays rehearsal I will let you all know on the group chat about our up coming competition this weekend
Everyone leave and me and Colby still have to tell his parents. We eat at Olive Garden because I got a sudden crave for pasta. We talk out a few options with paris on how to tell his parents and how paris is here for him too if anything goes south