Cait + Bea (Caitbea Oneshots)

if we never try, how will we know?

Caitlin's POV

Ever since I joined CMFT, me and my teammates are basically like family. We're almost together 24/7 because of training and madalas din kaming gumala tuwing rest day.

But among my teammates, I guess I could say that I'm closest to Bea.

If you'll ask me what's it like to be friends with THE Bea De Leon, lalagpas talaga ako sa word count ko for the day.

She's smart, nice, pretty, generous, caring although minsan may pagka bully but most of the time, she's the sweetest.

From the way I described her, siguro gets niyo na ang kasunod. Yes, I have a crush on her. Pero sino bang hindi magkakagusto sa babaeng to?

To be honest, I never thought na magkakacrush ako sa isang babae but oh well, you can't really dictate your heart on who to love.

Pag tinamaan ka, tinamaan ka.

Minsan pag kami lang dalawa magkasama, parang gusto ko na umamin but the problem is, we've gotten so close and comfortable with each other and I don't want to lose her in case things won't work out between us.

She might not say it, but ang lakas ng gut feel ko na our feelings are mutual. I don't know but the things she does for me is so different from the way she treats our other teammates.

Napapansin din daw yan nila Isa and Thang kaya pasimple rin nila kaming inaasar pero ayoko naman umasa masyado kasi baka mahopia lang ako in the end. Besides, Bea and I never really talked about so I didn't want to assume.

Pero isa isa nang nauubos ang mga single sa team namin and it's also been a while since my ex bf and I broke up, there are times na namimiss ko na rin yung may partner ka na matatawag.

If hindi rin naman ako ipupursue ni Bea then might as well look for someone who will right?

Now I'm with Bea, training just ended and she wants me to go with her to dinner this weekend kaso ang problema, yun yung mismong araw ng date ko with some guy na nireto ng friends ko from UST.

"Cait, accompany me na please. Libre ko."

"I told you, I can't. I have other plans."

"Grabe Steaks, so kaya mo na akong tanggihan ngayon? Mas importante pa ba yan kaysa sakin?"

Nako Bea, wag ako. Masyado akong marupok para sa pagpapacute mong ganyan. May pa beautiful eyes and pout pa!

"Ok fine, I have a date this weekend. I already said yes, Bei."

Silence.

She's not saying anything. Nakakatakot naman, bakit parang ang laki ng kasalanan ko?

"Ok fine, enjoy."

My heart just dropped seeing her like this. Parang pinagsakluban ng langit at lupa yung mukha.

"I'm really sorry Bei, promise I'll make it up to you."

"No need Cait, I understand naman."

"Uy wag ka naman ganyan, gusto mo ba kumain tayo sa Dampa after training tomorrow?"

"You don't need to feel bad, I get it. May next time pa naman. It's just that...that's our thing, Steaks. We eat out during weekends and hang out at my place after."

Teka, nagseselos ba siya or guni guni ko lang to?

"Wait, are you jealous Bei?"

Silence again. Magbibilang muna ko para pakalmahin yung puso ko.

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"What if I told you I am? That's not gonna change anything, it's not like I have a chance. You like guys."

Gusto ko na magtatalon sa kilig. Ito lang naman iniintay ko, bakit ba ngayon ka lang nagsasabi? Edi sana di na ko naghahanap pa ng kung sino.

Pero ang bastos neto, may balak pa ata mag walk out.

"Bei, bumalik ka nga dito. First, how can you say that you don't have any chance if you never really asked me out? Second, yes I only dated guys in the past. Past na yun, Bei. Besides there's already someone that I like..."

"You."

"Really?"

"Yes! I like you, you big baby."

She just smiled and pecked me in the lips.

"Okay Steaks, then let's date."