Quotes and poetry

My rants/letters

I love you, I love you so much. I don't even know you, but I do in a way? Everyone misses you ya know, I'm sure you know that very well by know. It's already been almost 5 years since you left. I only found out about you recently but it feels like I've always known you. You really were such an incredible person, you inspired many, including me. You were so ahead of your time, I wish things were different. I wish you were still here, but your not and I have to accept that fact even though I don't want to. I know you were in pain, and I know you set everything up but it still came as a shock when the news about you was announced. I wasn't even there, I never knew you but I wish I did. But I would like to say thank you. Thank you for all you've done, what you did for all of us. The colour pearl aqua suits you well my friend. You truly were amazing, you will never be forgotten. Goodbye for now.

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Around the middle of April 2022 I found this art of a kpop idol named yoshi. I was intrigued and decided to look him up and it was one of the best things I've ever done. I found out that he was apart of a kpop group called TREASURE. I looked them up on Spotify and decided to listen to their music even though I had never listened to kpop/Korean music before. I really enjoyed their music and wanted to get to know the members better so I watched interviews of them and slowly became attached to them. They made me smile and laugh like crazy, I was genuinely happy for the first time in awhile and they made everything better. Whenever I was sad, I had treasure, they were my new found comfort. The group is a boy group and has 12 members. But end of may the company their under (YG entertainment) announced that 2 of the members, Mashiho and Yedam would be going on hiatus for awhile. Mashiho had some health problems and Yedam wanted to focus on learning to compose music. The group continued their activities with 10 members and soon the months started to pass by. July was coming to an end and treasure's second anniversary was coming up on august 7. I was hoping Mashiho and Yedam would be there to celebrate but the company announced that they wouldn't be apart of the anniversary. The group carried on with 10 members even for their summer comeback that they were preparing for and their concert tour at the end of 2022. Me and many others have been waiting 6 long months for them to return and after so long the company finally announced something earlier today (November 8 2022). Mashiho and Yedam ended their contract.. they left the group.

They left and will not be returning. After so long and so many countless days of missing them, there gone. It's not like there dead, maybe I'm overreacting but I can't help it. These people mean so much to me and now I won't be able to see them, like at all. It was so unexpected and honestly I'm deeply hurt. I miss them so much, it feels like apart of me is missing now. Treasure is such an incredible group of talented people and it seemed like nothing could tar them apart in anyway, but now 2 of the members will never return. I respect their choices and will always support them no matter what, but I can't help but wish that things had happened differently. I rely on these people and was so excited for them to return at some point and now they won't. I still can't believe it, it's just so unbelievable and unexpected. It just doesn't make sense to me to only have 10 members. Treasure just isn't treasure without Mashiho and Yedam. I miss them deeply and wish we could at least get a goodbye from them or a better explanation. Treasure was the first kpop group I got into and they hold a special place in my heart, finding them and their music lead me to finding other kpop groups and I couldn't be more thankful. I'm so happy that I got the chance to be apart of treasure with all 12 members, but I wish they could just stay as 12. Music is very important to me and from treasure I got to find more amazing people. The kpop group SEVENTEEN is also so important to me and I was able to find them because of treasure.

I will continue to support treasure and both Mashiho and Yedam no matter what. I'm pretty heartbroken honestly.

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