I wrote you a letter.
I wrote you a letter that I will never give to you.
Don't get me wrong, I want you to read it.
I'm just terrified of how you might react.
You may think of me as a big drama queen who makes too much of her feelings.
You might think I'm stupid for thinking so lowly of myself.
Trust me, I have my reasons.
If I could only get you to read this,
Maybe you will understand.
You know this "diary" exists.
You just probably have forgotten by now.
It's my fault.
I never told you how badly I wanted you to read it.
I never told you what you mean to me.
But I can tell you now,
In words you will never read.
you mean everything
