I sling my alarm across the room, trying to get it stop ringing. ( It didint work)
I finally dragged my self out of bed and got dressed. Outfit of the day:
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I throw on my bag and run out the door I was still really tired so I was unaware of my surroundings And ending in the completely wrong place. Of course just my luck I ended up with a bunch of super cute guys and really pretty girls too, well this is great for my self at esteem. I was then pushed into a line of people and they all had numbers on there shirts. They were speaking some langues other Korean, I think heard so thai and maybe some Japanese but it was hard to understand what was going on because of all the commotion and there was so much talking and then finally a man in a suit comes in and slams on the wall. I then dropped to the ground and covered my ears aggressively and started to breath heavily, I couldn't control my thoughts. My chest started to get tight, I could feel the air slipping out of my lungs. I was then helped up by someone in the line, I wasn't really aware of what was happening l so I just walked with them. I eventually ended up in room with poeple around my age sitting on the floor in groups. I was then yelled at and someone pushed me up. I was calmed down by now and I had become aware of were I was. I looked around and saw a sign "jyp 오디션"(jyp auditions) How did even end up here? "Okay what song are you dancing to" an unknown voice said. " Huh oh I'm not dancing" I replied " Ok then what song are singing to" he answered annoyed. " Oh I think there's a misunderstanding I'm not singing either" I say as I start to understand the situation. "You have 2 minute's, starting now" he says as he looks down at his watch, he then cues a man standing near a speaker where he plays a song. Luckily enough I knew the song, and I didn't know any other way to get out of this mess and if I wimp out then I'd have to go wait in line again to leave but the poeple who participated get to go out the exit, so I put on a smile and started dancing and followed along with song, then the words just started to flow out of my mouth like a was a professional, even though I've never done this before, I started rapping faster than my brain could comprehend, my body was dancing along with the beat of song, and before I know it, the music stopped. To be totally honest I was a little disappointed I was really into it, I hadn't felt that good doing something in a very long time. The men who had clipboard- who were I guess judges of some kind- whisper to each other and nod in agreement they then tell me that I will be contacted in the span of three weeks if I make it in. " Into what" I asked " Into the trainee program to be an idol the doors that way" he replied snarky I rolled my eyes and left. When I walked through the exit is when the relasation hit.
