I woke up to a scream I was in Felix's arm and I had a nightmare he woke up too by my scream.
" Hey soo-ha are you ok" Felix asked " Ya sorry I just didint I j-just didint" I couldn't get the rest of my words out without my eyes filling to bring with tears and starting crying. "Soo-ah hey it's ok you don't have to tell me if it sto hard but your safe here I'm right here with you ok, don't cry it's ok" he says as he wipes my tears of my face and pulls into a hug. "T-thank you Felix" I say still crying. "There's no need to thank me"
I was still a bit tipsy at that moment so I looked up and looked at his eyes and kissed him without thinking.
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He kissed me back, I get his soft lips up against mine and liked the way he gently brushed them up against my lips he then put his hand down to my back and slowly dragged them down to my butt he picked me up the couch still kissing me and takes me to my bedroom he then shove sopen the door and kicked it back closed, he gently layed me down and the bed and got and we kept kissing, he stopped to take his shirt off, and took of mine and then we continued kissing I felt his tongue up against mine as we flipped over to were I was sitting on him. He opened his quickly and sat up realising his lips from mine and he put on his shirt. " What wrong did I do something wrong" I say as I put my shirt back on too. " No you did nothing wrong, it was me who did something wrong, I-i took advantage of you while you were clearly drunk and I knew that but instead I kept going a-and I don't how far it world have gone if I didint stop, soo-ah plz forgive im sorry" he says as he grabs my hand pulls the blanket over me and kisses my forehead and leaves. "W-wait" he closes the sorry before he could hear me. "Shit, shit, shit" I say " Why am I like this I ruin everything" I say to myself. As I cried myself to sleep.
-time skip ( the next morning)
" Ahh good morning everyone today is the last day of practice before our deput I'm so exited" I say as I had forgotten about lats night because I was drunk.
" Good morning we're really excited too" changbin says. I look over at Felix and he seemed to be avoiding eye contact with me. But I didint think much of it. So the rest of day went how it usually does we practiced for most of the day and tried on our stage outfits and practiced some more, and then I went home studied.
