Forbidden Love💔 |Jikook| ✓Completed ✓

Nightmare💫

I yelled Jimin's name and sat down.. I was drenched in sweat and taking heavy breaths.. I glanced around and saw that I was wearing a hospital gown and laying on the bed while drips were attached to my arm. I plugged them out and stands up from the bed.

"So it was just a dream!"

I sighed and walked forward to the door.

"Jungkook you're not fully recovered! Where are you going?? Are you feeling pain somewhere?"

Aunt Kathy entered the room with fruits in her hands but she put the plate on the table and asked me worriedly.

"Auntie.. you're.. you're really fine?"

I was so happy to see her alive. I hugged her but suddenly I remembered Jimin's words.. If aunt Kathy is fine then does it mean???

"Where are we?? How many days I stayed in here??"

I asked panicked.

"It's been about 2 or more weeks.. it was surprising though because doctors said your wounds weren't deep but maybe because of the shock you take weeks to woke up!"

she explained and my heart beats very slow..

"I need to go to the orphanage immediately!!"

She stopped me and shakes her head.

"You can't Jungkook! Orphanage has been sealed by the government after the chairman got arrested!"

My mind was not getting what is she saying but only eagerly looking forward to see Jimin.

"It's really urgent auntie please!! I can go there from the back door! Please let me go!!"

I said and wears my shoes. she was standing in my way.

"Okay.. then I will go with you because i can't sent you there in this state alone!"

I nodded and quickly stromed out of the room. We take taxi to the orphanage and I run towards the backyard as fast as I can but when I got there my heart stopped.

"It can't happened to me.. why.. Jimin hyung..."

All the leaves of cherry tree was spread on the ground. The tree was looking so horrible without even a single leave left on it. I fell on my knees and placed my hands on the tree.

"Hyung.. are you here? Please answer me.. it's not true right? *sobbing* Hyung~~~ answer me please!! please answer me!!!!"

I shouted loudly while crying. Aunt Kathy pats on my shoulder and looks at me sadly.

"Auntie!! He gave up on his life for me!!! He died because of me!! I am such an ill-fated person whoever stayed me in the end they die!! I am not worthy of loving!! I am a curse!"

I was crying so hard. Jimin hyung's words were still echoing into my ears.

"Sometimes we need to lose something to have another.. you need her more Jungkook-ah.. Don't be sad"

He said with a sad smile and kissed on my forehead before fading into the air.. i thought it was a dream.. why that Nightmare have to be true??

"Dear God why do you always make me feel loved and then snatch it away from me harshly.. why I always have to lose someone?? Why I can't get happiness like other kids!! You can't do this to me!! You have to give me back my Jimin hyung!!!"

I looked up towards the sky and yelled out loudly. I was feeling so hurt and lost.

"If you don't give him back to me I will never gonna believe in You!!"

My eyes were burning with hot tears and my heartbeat fastened The next thing I remember was only.. darkness.. I fell on the ground and lost conscious.

Present era:

"That was the last time I saw him in my nightmare.. after that no matter how many times I called him or want to see him.. he never showed up"

The whole hall was in pin drop silence and listening to me.

"I couldn't see him in years.
It's been 13 years and I still haven't forgotten that day when I first saw him! You can say that I can never forget him because I don't want to..
Is it love? Or I just wanted to thank him because of what he did for me 13 years ago?
I need the answers of all of my questions and these answers I can get after I find Him.."

I said and looked up.

"I haven't saw him but I can feel his existence.. I told you my story even though I know most of you won't gonna believe on it and will think I am a mad writer and stuck myself with a fantasy character.. I don't care what will people think about me.. I just want to tell Jimin hyung.. I will wait... I will never forget him no matter how long it takes for me to wait for him!"

A reporter stands up and starts clapping many others also do the same and that big hall was echoing with claps. I said thanks to all of them and went to the backstage.

"Woah.. it was unexpected but you know tomorrow's newspaper will be filled with different interesting stories of you!! Jungkook do you really need to tell this to public?"

Namjoon asked.

"Hm.. it was needed."

I answered with a smile and glanced at the necklace.. it was the last gift I got from Jimin hyung..

"I needed to tell others so they can know how much I am crazy for him.. I want them to remember after my.. death.. it's my last day anyways.."

I mumbled and smiled while looking at the crowd.