Do You Remember?

I remember that day, that week.

I remember waking up feeling like truly myself

Probably the happiest I have ever been

I mean, who wouldn't be

I got into the school I applied for, I had the guy I always wanted, and the summer

I remember that day so clearly that I wonder if you remember it too

I remember taking the first picture of myself in months because I used to be so self-conscious

I remember I had an amazing lunch with my family

I remember going on a nature walk with my family and all I could think about is you

I remember coming back home so excited to text you about my day

Then this is the part I want to forget

"Hey caroline, I think we should break up. I'm sorry."                                                                                                                   

I remember the drop in my stomach 

I remember my response

"ok."

I remember the next month going back to square one,

I remember crying so hard that week that I had to put a towel on my face to prevent me from making too much noise because I knew the moment I took the towel away from my face I would start scream crying

I remember not being happy like that day till a year after

I remember pretending like we were still together

I remembered when I loved you

Do you remember?