Allen Walker P.O.V (35 years ago)
I saw him. I saw him. He's dying...he is near. He'll be killed. But what should I do?...
Neah....?
"All of this time...why now?"
"Sorry...but I cannot stand this any further...you should stop.!"
"Heh..Should I?... I swear I will take this responsibilty...but at least, I killed them. I killed them by my own hands..."
"Soon, Neah. They'll appear once again. Once again, they'll destroy you!"
Neah looks at him with seriousness, he smiled as his blood runs down from his head. "I will...return.
Until I can defeat Earl myself..."
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"Oh," I stopped walking.
"What's the matter, Allen-kun?" Lenalee spoke behind me. I taked a glance of her and again to myside. Did I just daydream?
"A-Ah it's nothing, I felt like I'm daydreaming or something like that..." I laughed akwardly.
"Is that so? Or is it you're tired. Do you want to take a rest already?" She worridly asked.
I smiled at her warmly, "I'm fine." And I continued walking.
I heard Lenalee's footsteps following me from the back. My eyebrows twitched as I raised my left hand. What is this? I know I've just recalled something. Something weird...
"Ah Allen!"
"Lavi!"
He smiled as he walks closer to us, "Whatcha' doin' here at so late?" He raised his both arms and rest it at back of his neck.
"Ah, I cannot sleep, actually." I politely said and scractch the back of my neck.
Suddenly, Lavi gave me a mysterious smirk. "And why is Lenalee with you huh?" And points at my back.
Lenalee just stood there nothingly, "I-It's not like that, Lavi! S-she just volunteered herself to take a walk with me!" I defended.
He chuckled and distanced himself a bit, "I see. So why is it you can't sleep? That's rare huh, Allen."
"I smiled weakly, "Yeah, I know." A sudden flashback came again in to my mind. That scene...why is it so familiar? Am I just making things on my mind? But that's weird. Why is Neah there? Why can't I see myself...I cannot understand it. Those memories...
"Allen?" He called me as I've just realized that I'm already spacing out.
"Ah, gomen. I-I think I need to take a rest now.." I keep my head lowered.
"Somethings wrong with you huh..."
"Eh?"
"It's not normal for you to sleep late. I know somethings bothering you again" He explained. I didn't released any words but I avoided my gaze to him.
"Tell me, what's bothering you in this days?" Lavi calmly said and sighed.
I sighed heavily, "I'm not sure about it but...
There are weird memories that keeps on appearing on my mind..."
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"What? Allen is having weird memories?" Kumoi faced Lavi with shock as he almost broke the cup of coffee on his hands.
Lavi there, sits on the couch and crossed his hands. "I don't know the other details but, This is what he only said." Lavi with serious tone.
"W-What is it about?"
Lavi closed his eyes as he breath heavily, "It is about Neah and himself."
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"Neah? Heh. So he is really the chosen one.. Am I right, Howard Link?"
Link stands still on the side of his master, telling the details. "As what I heard, yes. It is possible that he is the 14th's host and, he himself is a Noah already."
"I see...good work, Link. Make sure that anyone from this order won't know until Allen Walker himself will declare it and...
Abandon the order..."
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"Hey Timcanpy..." Allen told his partner while staring at the wall. He is about to sleep when he felt a strange feeling from his body.
"Am I...really Neah's host?" Allen silently sighed. Timcanpy is still there flying behind and listens to his master.
"If it's true... Will I abandon my mission as an Exorcist? And be on the earl's side by then?" He continues like he is already hopeless.
Allen sighed heavily and layed his back in the bed, that results Timcanpy to secretly panic. "That shoukd not happen, I cannot leave my occupation as an exorcist...I am not a Noah. I'm an...exorcist." As he breaks down in tears. "Mana...what is this? Why are you doing this to me? Did you actually saw Neah in me? Is that why..." He cried and covered his face with a pillow.
"I cannot...accept that fate."