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"so what you came here for Amarii?" Daniel asked me in his usual soothing calm voice he always used to talk to me with, I always found that adorable about him.
"to talk" I said sitting up on the bed, the nerves ran all throughout me I was finally gonna open up to Daniel about our friendship, I missed it and I wanted it back
"begin" he took a long drag outta his blunt before passing it to me." Ok so I'm just here to talk about us it's so confusing now. Like what are we one day we fw with eachother but the other act like completely strangers. I just miss what we had Daniel i really do, late night Sundays when you would let me cry into your arms about a boy who didn't like me back , you stayed there until I was finished no matter how tired you always listened I miss that"
I said taking a deep breath. I moved the blunt over to my lips letting as much smoke get in before I blew it out.
I felt his cold hands make his way to my chin, he lifted it up making me look directly into his eyes."I am here fire you always remember it's just you don't come to me about your problems ever since you had that lil light skin Nigga back in 6th grade you've changed, you have been keeping to yourself so talk to me ma because I miss it too"
The gloomy night light illuminated half of his face. I didn't think he was gonna take it serious knowing the Daniel he is these days so it really took me by surprise hearing those words come out his mouth.that made me miss it even more
I passed the blunt back to him.we didn't talk to eachother at all but still understood what we each wanted. I got up from the bed sliding my shoes back on, without saying anything I left the room making my way back to my house. —————————————————————- Daniel
Im really not that type of nigga to take a bitch seriously when it comes to the conversation between me and Amarii, it made me wonder what made us drifted apart so quickly after the incident.
I sat on my bed reminiscing about the comforter nights where she would beg me to stay and help her get over her little crush she had on this boy I laughed to myself at the funny and serious memories I have had with this girl
I suddenly realized how she was showing me she was the one all along. I was so desperate trying to find a girl that I didn't realized the perfect one I had infront of me.I was too busy fw smoochies trying to find the one.when she had been here with me all along
she was my best friend my comfort person the right one to talk to when I was going through something.she always had my back no matter what and tried to defend me no matter how wrong I was in the situation
I took a long drag outta the blunt, my head filled with thoughts I should've thought about a while ago when I had the chance
"Hate when this shi happens I don't like to think like this" it's true I didn't I tried to not have any 'soft' spots with any girl. I tired convincing myself that fucking on smoochies was the right answer. I didn't like it because it made me feel like I was letting my self get softer and softer by the day
I'm always trying to convince myself I'm not something I actually am, and this time is really having a soft spot for this girl that has been along my side all along.
